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My Story Updated March 09 2023
I saw this tory and thought I should comment on it, then I decided not to. Now about 6 hours later I realized why this story needed me to post it. I was this guy once. Before I was arrested here for a consensual sex act that was not a sex offence at all; I was kind of anti LGBTQ. It is not something I ever expounded upon to anyone. It was something I kept to myself. I have thought and will always think, that is why I was lead to be in the position to be falsely accused of a sex offence. Technically and legally I was never convicted after receiving deferred adjudicated by the court though. Nevertheless the SOR has destroyed my life. I am dedicated to LGBTQ rights now; (thanks to all that) and as far as I can tell, I will never look back. I believe and will always believe that police; whether consciously or unconsciously, arrest and charge LGBTQ people, first and foremost; before anyone else; even if there is a question to whether they are guilty or not. Predudice against LGBTQ people; as obviously seen by me; is something I cannot ignore, as a honest, free, American. This story is similar to mine because of this guy's hypocritical judgements; that have lead to his self destruction, so I will post it here.:
Sexual misconduct allegations lead Arizona ex-gay therapist to surrender his license
F G, an LDS conversion therapy activist is a major player on the "ex-gay" speaking circuit
Friday, March 8, 2024
F G, an infamous conversion therapist, who once compared homosexuality to cannibalism, was forced to surrender his license to practice therapy in Arizona.
An investigation by the Arizona Board of Behavioral Health Examiners concluded that F G had made “sexual advances” against two of his employees and included “an additional allegation that Respondent (F G) asked to get naked in front of him.”: https://www.lgbtqnation.com/2024/03/sexual-misconduct-allegations-lead-arizona-ex-gay-therapist-to-surrender-his-license/
My Story Updated August 05 2023
I just want to say this one thing.: If you tell me I just got out of prison and I am a changed man: brother I believe you. I believe in the ability of human beings ability to change. If the theme to all of this entire blog could be placed in these few words: I believe man and women have the ability to change. Even animals can change their bad habits.
New Blogs Part 14 Updated August 2nd 2023
I am sad to hear this. Charles Sandoval seemed to be incharge of the old court house 24/7. He did everything. When I went there for jury duty he was in charge of that too. You have to admire him for that. I think he wanted to question authority but I always sensed he would side with politics as a bottom line. My hat is off to him for trying. Sometimes I think we will be rewarded in the after life for at least, the effort to stand up for our fellow man. If he ever followed my blogs; maybe that is why I shall see him in heaven. Yet I am but a spec of sand to the Alpha and the Omega who is omnipotent. omnipresent and omniscient.
Dallas Morning News Obituaries
Charles Sandoval Obituary (1942 - 2023) - Plano, TX - Dallas Morning News
SANDOVAL, The Honorable Charles F. The Honorable Charles F. Sandoval of Plano, Texas passed away July 25, 2023, at the age of 81. He was born June 18,...
My Story Updated April 03 2023
I recently saw this article appearing again on Google today and do not know why I never posted it. I like our sheriff. He is a tough Texan; at the same time he is what I suspect to be, a good christian. This always makes me nervous about polititians because of the temptation to disobey Separation of Church and State.: http://sexoffenderfaq.blogspot.com/p/separation-of-church-and-state-updated.html I like that we have a old time tough sherriff especially since we are growing so much with so many people from crime riden California. I still California of course. I still like to think of myself as a retired surfer out there on the warm California ocean waves. Still; one thing I learned out there is when LA ain't right then the whole state ain't right. Our sheriff is like a celebrity to us here. We do not have any celebrities in this aria, so we make celebrity's out of people like Sheriff Skinner. I think he is a good guy. I understand him and his zealous excitement, doing his job; I just hope he does not go the way of the mental disorder Michael has on the sitcom The Office. This is a great page and well worth the read. (I find it very therapeutic to read articles like this to help me to be a better person.): https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Talk%3AMichael_Scott_(The_Office)
I remember when Marvin Scott died while being restrained and how Sheriff Skinner immediately had a press conference to show how genuinely upset by it, he was. Also I like how upset he is about killer drugs like fentanyl. We lost way too many great people to fentanyl like.: Mac Miller's Cause of Death: Accidental Fentanyl, Cocaine ...: https://www.rollingstone.com/music/music-news/mac-miller-cause-of-death-fentanyl-cocaine-alcohol-751974/ Sheriff Skinner is a old fashioned good guy Texan who I still believe in.
This article is so overboard. This guy Tyler Moody did not do something that anyone would consider to be worthy of ending up in a cell in the very place he worked. This is the one time I disagree with our Sheriff's anti-crime zeal. It was a while ago and I hope he can see that now, differently.:
Who is Tyler Moody? Detention officer put behind bars in the jail where he used to work
Tyler Moody, who had served as a detention officer in the Collin County jail since 2019, was fired on Tuesday, October 11, following his confession to providing an inmate with a phone.
Sheriff Jim Skinner, who fired Moody, was also the one to arrest the latter for committing a third-degree felony.: https://www.sportskeeda.com/pop-culture/news-watch-security-footage-shows-texas-sheriff-firing-officer-tyler-moody-allegedly-sneaking-phone-inmate
My Story Updated February 03 2023
My Story Updated February 03 2023
My alma mater. I have to stick up for my old school. Be true to your school. As a student I still recommend this school all the way. Although Collin County has changed in many ways over the 30 years I have lived here; there is still change that needs to take place. The article below shows how so much basic change must still take place.
10 Worst Colleges for Free Speech: 2023
by FIRE February 2, 2023
#3 Collin College (McKinney, Texas)
Given that Collin College has earned a reputation as the “epicenter of censorship in Texas,” it is no surprise that the college makes its third straight appearance on our infamous list.
My Story Updated February 01 2023 edit on 02 12 2023.
Never underestimate the incredible destructive power of lies. This guy has been bugging me in my head; since he was here last week. This guy Sheriff ? brings back bad memories. He is over retirement age now and I think he is overly obsessive with his job and always have been. Back in 2016 he told me he likes putting people in prison, by bragging to me about how people thank him latter; that he put them in prison. I wrote about him in my blog here in 2016 and sent out many emails asking the ACLU and the like; for help against him. I wrote this about him back in February - December of 2016 in one of those emails.: "the man that interrogated me in a dirty padded room, at the very back of the huge Collin County Detention Facility (aka Collin County Sheriff's Department). He chewed tobacco constantly and spit in a Styrofoam cup. To put it plainly; this guy gave me bad vibes." I had a page dedicated to it back in 2016. People that got my emails back then should know this new info. Mostly that is the reason I am posting this. Despite everything; I believe in our local police. I think one of the lady's that was working the registry had a bad influence on him back in 2016. Women. They always cause us guys trouble. Women, can't live with them, can't live without them.Where would the internet be without women. In real life you need a army of men to fight but on the internet it is all about women. I am down with women's rights and always will be. You don't stay closely married for 40 years like me and don't learn that women must be honored. I have a reward diploma for my women's right's advocacy from Amnesty International around here somewhere.
Look Sheriff ? is ok if you have to sic him on someone really bad, I guess. I am all good no matter what. I guess I developed a honor code. I am a people liker, that is certain to me. I hate always having to say this but my father was a police officer. He was like a model citizen to me, so much so I had to admire it. He became like a good brother to me.
I would like to take this opportunity to request that sheriff ? be kept away from me and probably the sheriff that was with him as well. I can not be sure but it seemed like the sheriff that was with him was reaching for his weapon every time I moved suddenly. It was not exactly like reaching for his weapon as much as it was putting his hand in the aria. I believe sheriff ? is a danger to me. It took me to read and write so much about it to realize that would be obvious. There is nothing but bad memories of this guy to me. This is the last guy I want around where I live. Believe me we have no shortage of sheriffs around here.
Police. As long as we do not stand bye them while they are killing us. Can you imagine police indiscriminately going around shooting us in the head like the movie Schindler's List? No one can argue that police killing people in our country is a problem. I do not think it unkind to bring attention to that in a form of protest. There is no doubt that public sentiment is aligned with what is right; concerning police shootings. Here is recent, very popular, post about limiting funds to the police to help curb police shootings.:
Sign the petition: Police have gotten enough of our money. No more police budget increases for police violence.: https://www.dailykos.com/campaigns/forms/sign-the-petition-no-police-reforms-that-bloat-police-budgets
Nevertheless criminals thanking police that put them in prison; is a lie born out of our perverted justice system. It is a cognitive distortion. There is nothing more dangerous to ourselves than lying to ourselves. The man subjected to the cruel and unusual punishment of our conglomerated, corporations, of professional torture chambers, of our so called justice system, teaches men to embrace lies and lying as a way of life. Our legacy of record breaking prison populations; is what will be one of the reasons we cease to exist as a country.
My Story Updated January 23 2023
Police came to my house yesterday. My wife happened to be present at the time; that made me feel a little better. I really like talking to police. My dads friend's in the police department were my friends. I met them in the YMCA weight lifting club; I was in. They were my favorite friends I ever had; besides friends from the Middletown Bible Church. We would goof around non stop, whenever we were together. It was none stop laughing and higjinx. No matter what I can never sugar coat police coming to my home to make sure I live here. It makes no sense; especially when it comes to me and my 30 year old, so called sex offence, that was consensually, that I have always said was, from day one. It is a sick perversion of the law and many police officers will agree with that.
My Story Updated November 29 2022
I am posting this to this page because this is the local police department that arrested me 30 years ago. Also I have been seeing them in numbers quit often lately. They were all over my favorite local voting place this last voting days. They were also at the local Walmart in force big time on this past Black
McKinney police tight-lipped about shooting that killed man who allegedly threatened mom with axe
It has been 3 days since a McKinney police officer shot and killed a man whose mother reported that he threatened her with an axe. The department still has...: https://www.fox4news.com/news/mckinney-police-tight-lipped-about-shooting-that-killed-man-who-allegedly-threatened-mom-with-axe
My Story Updated November 22 2022
Wooten got what I got, deferred adjudicated; that is by law, not a conviction. Ironic isn't it? I still love the people around here no matter what. I know how they are and what they believe because I have been there. I had to realize that I live in the greatest nation on earth and it's all good. Oh but this is the generation that is the smartest right? This is the worst generation on earth in God's eyes. Look at the pilgrims. Look at my reference to the pilgrims here.: http://sexoffenderfaq.blogspot.com/p/separation-of-church-and-state-updated.html America was founded on the simple rule of; neighbors helping neighbors, in other words the golden rule.
Since I am talking about the pilgrims and the native Americans helping them as neighbors; it seems appropriate to wish anyone that reads this a happy thanksgiving. Americans have so much to be thankful for.
Nefarious Tactics of Collin County DA’s Office Reach the Highest Court
Can I now say I've argued before the Supremes?
By November 22, 2022|11:59 am
(And not to split hairs, but Wooten didn’t actually plead guilty. She was convicted by a jury and pled to the sentence not the crime. But Duke’s argument holds true: innocent people will often choose to be free rather than be right. And the bad actions of bad prosecutors can result in tragic, life-altering results.): https://www.dmagazine.com/frontburner/2022/11/nefarious-tactics-of-collin-county-das-office-reach-the-highest-court/
My Story Updated October 22 2022
How Our Long Investigation Into Collin County Came to Be - From here.
Kathy spent six months interviewing people and poring over court filings and writing a lot of words.
October 19, 2022 12:32 pm
Zac Crain, D Magazine’s senior editor, has a rule that I’m about to break. Zac says writers and editors should never brag about a story’s length, on the belief that quantity doesn’t guarantee quality, that often their relationship is of the inverse variety, that a fair number of dopes don’t get that, and that someone with good sense wouldn’t want to be mistaken for a dope. Whatever. Let’s do this.
Kathy Wise, our executive editor, wrote a story for this issue that runs to 11,316 words, making it one of the longest the magazine has published in its 48 years. Read it here: https://www.dmagazine.com/publications/d-magazine/2022/october/the-most-lawless-county-in-texas/
What do I think of living here for 30 years mow? Search my blog and my art blog to find what my evolution of living here is. I am a simple man and love simple people like me. The people I have met here and come in contact with have always been good, wholesome, honest, hardworking people. These people here have touched my heart and won my heart from day one. I am one of them now and have been for so long; there is no changing me, ever. I stand with them and for them; from the start, the years that have gone by have only strengthened that. From the day I was born in a United Sates Airforce base; I have been a patriotic American with the love of country overflowing from my heart; combine that with living here and you get a comradery with my fellow citizens, with a bond that can not be broken not by anything, especially politics. We all can always do better, so looking ahead is how it is.
My Story Updated May 03 2022
I was a caregiver at the time of my so called offence that I have always said was consensual. I was harassed sexually many times; that is why I am adding this petition to my story page.:
I once worked as a caregiver for a male employer, and on my very first night on the job, he asked me to get into bed with him.
This sexual harassment is LEGAL, because I am a domestic worker.
Caregivers, housecleaners, and other domestic workers like me are EXCLUDED from the most basic workplace protections like sexual harrasment, overtime pay, and paid sick leave.
It means millions of Black, Latinx, and Asian immigrant women like me are often in the position of praying employers do the right thing every time we enter a home.
That’s why this month, we’re ramping up our campaign to pass a National Domestic Workers Bill of Rights to correct these injustices, and I’m asking if you can join us to launch with unstoppable momentum.
Will you join us and call on your representatives to support the Domestic Workers Bill of Rights?
TAKE ACTION →
Care work is on track to be one the fastest growing sectors in the next decade. But care workers like me are still governed by the laws of the slavery-era past.
In the 1930s when most workers were given basic workplace rights by Congress, farm workers and domestic workers, the majority of whom were Black, were deliberately left out.
Now thanks to the relentless leadership of the incredible domestic workers who are part of the National Domestic Workers Alliance around the country, we’ve pushed ten states and two major cities to pass domestic workers bills of rights or protections. But we won’t stop until all domestic workers are protected.
Will you join us as we push tirelessly to pass a National Domestic Workers Bill of Rights by adding your name to our petition calling on Congress to act at last?
TAKE ACTION → : https://act.domesticworkers.org/a/bill-of-rights-shlb
My Story Updated November 05 2021
Proposition 8, favored by 87.8%, extends property tax breaks — already available to the spouse of a service member killed in action — to spouses of troops who were killed in the line of duty but not in combat. Read more here: https://www.statesman.com/story/news/2021/11/02/voters-decide-8-amendments-texas-constitution/8552554002/
I am glad this past because I am a spouse of one of the troops. I think my wife being in the military after 7 years of marriage; and the stress that put on me, lead up to my bad encounter with the way more right wing Collin County. Trust me Collin County in 1996; when we move here, was way more right wing. This combined with the fact that my dad (a highly decorated police officer) just died; definitely had a bad effect on me. My wife did not get out of the army until August 2001; that is the exact time my turned for the better. My dad may has well been killed in the line of duty. He died of brain tumors that I believe he got those from using the old radar detectors. I had my life threatened many times on the mean streets of the East Coast because my father was a police officer; so I earned the title of his son, way above normal.
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| This was my dad; who was like God watching over me all my life. This photo was on the police magazine in honor of him; when he died. |
My Story Updated July 20 2021
When I saw the video of Marvin Scott in custody from this page, this morning; it made my eyes get a little watery and made me feel real sad. It was because, I had actually saw Marvin D. Scott III alive just before he past, also it is the first video I have ever seen of Marvin Scott; when he was alive. I am sorry it took me so long to watch. I sometimes give up looking for Marvin mentioned in the news.
Texas sheriff's office releases video showing in-custody death of Marvin Scott III by CNN Tuesday, July 13th 2021
See Video here: https://abc7amarillo.com/news/local/texas-sheriffs-office-releases-video-showing-in-custody-death-of-marvin-scott-iii
I posted this July 15 2021 on my political blog. If the the police officers would just think of Marvin; a young man with his whole successful life ahead of him. With a family like he had he was sure to have a great future. This is a result of the twisting of laws against people for politics sake and no separation of church and state. People are beginning to see through phrases like tough on crime*. This tough on crime for votes is not the result of the local police officer; they are just pawns of politics. Not recognizing the danger of ignoring separation from church and state is the opposite of caring about your fellow human being.
If you do not have separation from church and state someone like Reverend Al: https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0642360/ could run our country. Anyone can understand that.
Just added this page here if you want to read more about this subject: https://sexoffenderfaq.blogspot.com/p/separation-of-church-and-state-updated.html
Here is another example of lack of Church and State.:
Several churches are worshipping the gospel of Trump just as much as Christianity Several churches are worshipping the gospel of Trump just as much as Christianity
Evangelicals and nondenominational Christians are still fighting for Trump's mission to "Make America Great Again," seeking to make the country into a theocracy.
*Do tougher laws reduce crime?
Increasing the severity of punishment does little to deter crime. Laws and policies designed to deter crime by focusing mainly on increasing the severity of punishment are ineffective partly because criminals know little about the sanctions for specific crimes. ... There is no proof that the death penalty deters criminals.
From here: https://www.ojp.gov/pdffiles1/nij/247350.pdf
Do harsher punishments deter crime? | UNSW Newsroomhttps://newsroom.unsw.edu.au › news › business-law
Jul 16, 2020 — “The severity of punishment, known as marginal deterrence, has no real deterrent effect, or the effect of reducing recidivism,” Read more here: https://newsroom.unsw.edu.au/news/business-law/do-harsher-punishments-deter-crime
My Story Updated May 17 2021
My last post here was about me posting, posts on the internet and having uneducated people say this or that about me that was not true. I can not do that. I am too old to let it get me down. You have to do what ever you can in this life to try to help as many people as you can. Somethings I can not take a stand on and stand up for. I have said this before online. Somethings are too controversial for me. I have to draw the line sometimes. Maybe I need to try to be even better at what I stand for. Maybe that will make up for it all in my own mind. Once you do not care about your own mind; all is lost. I have always said online; the worst thing you can do is lie to yourself. I guess I could always pray about it.
My Story Updated May 12 2021
I was writing a email today to the ACLU about how I believed my privacy was being violated and how I could be accused by the locals here of anything that pops into their conspiracy ladened, closed minds.
Then I remembered this article just now. This a article from the Los Angeles Times. I have never seen a large city newspaper story on Collin County and I check about us here; very often. Let me just say this; Mayor George Fuller has emailed me personally a couple times and he is a very cool dude. We talked about his music and that confederate solder statue downtown.
This article was published MAY 10, 2021 UPDATED 5:38 PM PT
McKINNEY, Texas — Mayor George Fuller is troubled by what he sees and hears in this conservative Dallas suburb.
Battles with liberals are enduring and predictable, but what worries Fuller is the deepening rancor between Republican moderates and far-right conservatives over what America should look, sound and feel like. Inspired by nativist fervor and fed by Donald Trump’s rage, the Republican Party here encompasses anti-vaccination protesters, QAnon conspiracy theorists and those whose mistrust of President Biden only hardens as he reverses his predecessor’s policies.
“We’re insurrectionists?” Andrews said, and laughed.
They watch Fox News’ Tucker Carlson and follow conservative Telegram online channels. They believe aspects of QAnon theory, including that the government has been infiltrated by pedophiles, and bridle at it being called a conspiracy: “It’s no longer a conspiracy theory when I can show you facts,” Jenkins said, wearing a “Jesus Matters” T-shirt, a nod to conservative opponents of Black Lives Matter, which Andrews dismissed as “Marxist.” The pair draw their information from online reports and controversial documentaries such as “Vaxxed.”
Read more here: https://www.latimes.com/world-nation/story/2021-05-10/right-wing-extremism-is-flourishing-in-north-texas-suburbs-after-capitol-insurrection
Also this morning I mentioned in my email to the ACLU that I was at the mercy of the people that accidently killed (at best) Marvin Scott; or at least them here that would exonerate them. No one knows more about Marvin Scott than me except his awesome lawyer and his loving family (it seems like). I have posted so much about this once good hearted young man here on this page that I should call it, the Marvin Scott page. This is a great link of the Marvin Scott accidently killed (at best) from my blog page; that I have sent to my local representatives several times. Here are other links from that page:
https://localprofile.com/2021/04/13/marvin-scott-iiis-family-and-collin-county-naacp-rally-in-allen/
My Story Updated May 05 2021
Over the years of reading my paper work presented to me by the police; I suspect they believe I am a danger; if I am in a hospital or a similar setting. This just like everything else that has been suspected of me; is a lie. I suspect the reason they believe this is because my so called offence took place while I was a, top of my class, Texas certified, nurses aid. I remind you that I was so good at what I did; that even though the police kept harassing my employers, at the time of my so called consensual offence, they still would not fire me or even confront me about it. No one was as good at what I did; unless they genuinely cared about the well being of people and was a very caring person. That was me then and that is me today. I am no more a danger to anyone than any extremely caring individual is. I remember reading something like if I am in the hospital I am to report that immediately to the police. Forgive me if I end up half dead or dyeing and I do not report it immediately. (For instance). I do not plan on that. It is not about me though; ever. It is about people suffering when they should not be (in the Land of the Free); that includes police. They have a job to do and not what they say; what politics dictate. Then again, sometimes politics is like Facebook; blind, stupid, mob mentality. I think the pandemic has me thinking that way about possible hospitalization. I have no idea of how the police thought of this bazaar sick way of accusing me of wrong doing; if it is to the severity of what I think. I could be wrong; maybe we all have to report about hospital visits; at any rate that is sick and wrong. During my 11 years of intense Collin County style interrogation/psychotherapy; I never remember anyone telling me not to go to the doctor or the hospital; unless I tell the police. I never kept anything from anyone about my ailments; just because I talk about things I go through with others so that it might help them. This seems to be something the police thought up themselves over the years. This type of psychotic behavior by the authorities should really not come as a surprise; when they have abandoned all human decency and forgotten completely about the Constitution of The United States. Sooner or latter this type of behavior will be the end our great country. With that said, I will proceed to update my blog here: https://amnnow.blogspot.com
My Story Updated January 07 2021
I just got back from the notoriously terrible, local; Texas Department of Public Safety. It should be called Texas Department of Giving people Covid 19, now. I have called them Texas Department of Public Nazis on this blog before. I made my appointment online 3 months ago. I had to wait about a hour in line in the freezing cold. The lady that finally asked me if I had a appointment kept getting right in my face despite me backing up to keep distance almost making me fall. Her face was about 1 foot from my face, almost every time she talked to me; about 8 times. Also the lady that inspected my birth certificate was very close to me. When my number was called the lady that waited on me did not have her mask over her nose the whole time. I had to take my surgical gloves off to give 2 thumb prints. I had to remove my hat mask and glasses for the picture of which time I breathed deeply at first. It was a reflex reaction to taking my mask off after hours of having it on. Also the lady said my hair was messy, that lead to me having to try really hard to rub it down with the sleeves of my jacket. That lead to her asking me if I needed to go to the bathroom to fix my hair; that made me have to respond to say: I do not care in desperation. Also when I took my mask glasses and surgical gloves and cloth gloves off; I instinctively put them on the counter. I am mentioning all of this, because all of this; made me very vulnerable to getting Covid 19. When I finally exited I felt like I was going to pass out. I think the stress of this ordeal made me feel that way; all the way home and even now as I write this. After all that; the paper work said my license still expires in a couple months.
My Story Updated November 5 2020
I have been trying to not post this but it has stuck with me since; like a sliver in my finger. The police came to my neighborhood on a Saturday on the day of Halloween. They upset my neighbors and gave my poor wife a terrible ingestion attack that night. The officer was nice but I could tell he did not want to be there nor did not think the world of me; despite my candor. It is a fact and I have mentioned it here on this blog many times; that I have been proven not to be attracted to children at all (through the 11 years of unconstitutional, draconian, Collin County police style psychotherapy; from 1996 till 2008.) My so called sex offence had nothing to do with children; in fact was the opposite of children as mentioned on this blog many times. Also; I can not help but think of the possibility that I am being harassed because of my political blogs that are many times against the republican right wing. If I am being targeted because of my political beliefs that is not only anti-American but a violation of my rights to free speech. Whatever the reasons; it is clearly not right and unfair in every sense of the word. My father was a police officer for over 25 years until he retired with honors and was well liked by the community. I am not and will not ever be prejudice against police; that is not who I am. I am also a good American and will never fail to defend my rights as a American; not ever just for me but for all of my fellow Americans; that is who I am.
My Story Updated September 7 2020
Here is some more info on Senate Bill 145:
ASSEMBLY APPROPRIATIONS COMMITTEE TO CONSIDER SENATE BILL 145 ON AUGUST 20
August 18, 2020
The Assembly Appropriations Committee is scheduled to consider Senate Bill 145 (SB 145) on August 20, 2020 on the Assembly floor starting at 10 a.m.. The Committee will consider more than 100 bills during that hearing and seating for the hearing will be very limited. The public can view the hearing on the Assembly’s website at https://www.assembly.ca.gov/todaysevents.
If passed, SB 145 would exempt from mandatory registration individuals convicted of certain offenses involving minors if the person is not more than 10 years older than the minor and if that offense is the only offense requiring the person to register. Judges would retain discretion to require registration if he or she believes registration would be appropriate.
“ACSOL has supported SB 145 in the past and continues to support that bill,” stated ACSOL Executive Director Janice Bellucci. “We thank those who have testified in favor of the bill in the past and note that there will be limited opportunities to testify in support of or in opposition to the bill during this week’s hearing.”
Sen. Scott Wiener is author of this bill as well as the Tiered Registry Bill that was passed by the legislature in 2017 and becomes effective in 2021. The Senator has received threats of violence for his authorship of SB 145. The threats are from individuals who believe the bill will lead to or increase homosexual behavior.
CA: COMMITTEE PASSES SB 145 DESPITE CHAIR’S OBJECTION
August 20, 2020
The Assembly’s Appropriations Committee today passed Senate Bill 145 despite objections to that bill expressed by Committee Chair Lorena Gonzales Fletcher and despite death threats made to its author, Senator Scott Wiener.
“We commend Senator Wiener for his courage in the efforts required to obtain passage of Senate Bill 145,” stated ACSOL Executive Director Janice Belulcci. “The Senator faced down not only death threats but also the opposition of the chair of a powerful legislative committee.”
Because SB 145 was passed today, it will soon be voted upon by the full Assembly where the bill is expected to be approved. If approved by the full Assembly, the bill would become effective on January 1, 2021.
“ACSOL has supported and continues to support SB 145 because it provides judges with discretion to determine whether an individual should be required to register as a sex offender if that person is convicted of performing certain sexual acts,” stated ACSOL President Chance Oberstein
CA LEGISLATURE PASSES SENATE BILL 145
September 1, 2020
On the last day possible, the California legislature passed Senate Bill 145. The bill now goes to the Governor who has up to 30 days to sign or veto it.
“Senate Bill 145 has been controversial since its introduction,” stated ACSOL Executive Director Janice Bellucci. “Due to the dedication of its author, Senator Scott Wiener, Senate Bill 145 was passed over the objections of the Appropriations Committee chair and despite multiple threats of physical harm.”
If the Governor signs the bill, judges will have discretion regarding whether to require an individual who performs certain sexual acts with a person 10 years or younger to register as a sex offender. In the past, judges have lacked discretion in that area and as a result many gay men have been added to the sex offender registry.
ACSOL has supported Senate Bill 145 since its introduction and more than 100 members of ACSOL have testified in support of the bill during committee hearings.
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My Story Updated September 4 2020
I am posting this here because it is similar to my so called sex crime; that was consensual. It is similar to my case because it proves; even in California, LGBTQ people are discriminated against; when it comes to sex crimes. Concerning my case, if I was a female; I doubt any of my case would have ever made it to court. When I lied to plead guilty to this so called sex crime, by justifying to myself that forcing myself on my so called victim, was because I was working as a health care worker for him and was in charge; in the eyes of most people judging me. I lied to plead guilty partly because there was a part of me as a LGBTQ human rights activist; that just wanted to protest the whole thing. What is a more profound way to protest something, than to stand up and say yeah I did it; knowing in my mind and in the minds of any fare people involved with the case then; I should not have been charged with a crime in the first place, because technically I did not commit a crime.
California’s legislature just passed a bill to treat LGBTQ & straight sex offenders the same
September 3, 2020
Two bills affecting the LGBTQ community passed California’s legislature this week, including one that makes the punishment for certain sex crimes the same for queer and straight offenders. The other increases protections for people living with HIV.
The first bill was introduced gay California Sen. Scott Wiener (D) gives judges leeway to keep LGBTQ teenagers off the state’s public sex offender registry if the teens are of similar ages, the same leeway the state already gives straight teens..
Currently, it’s illegal in California for people above the age of 18 to have sex with anyone under the age of 18. Wiener’s bill doesn’t change that.
Judges have discretion to keep offenders who aren’t that much older than the minors they had sex with – for example, an 18-year-old and a 17-year-old – off the state’s sex offender registry… but only if they had penile-vaginal sex. This means that a lot of LGBTQ young people aren’t eligible for the same judicial discretion, and Wiener’s law would simply amend existing law to make it LGBTQ-inclusive.
After introducing his legislation, Wiener had received death threats by right-wing trolls who falsely claimed that he was trying to legalize pedophilia. He was inundated with comments on social media that called him a “pedophile,” falsely said that his bill would legalize sex with 10-year-olds, and attacked his Jewish heritage, claiming that “Jews are at the forefront of promoting pro-homosexual and pro-pedophile propaganda.”
“There is so much misinformation about SB 145 — similar to misinformation about COVID, vaccines, masks, and the like — and it’s hard to track where it starts,” Wiener wrote in a Facebook post. “Those who think homophobia and antisemitism are over are not paying attention.”
The second bill, sponsored by California Sen. Lena Gonzalez (D), would make it easier for people living with HIV to get life and disability income insurance, according to Metro Weekly.
“I am very grateful for the support of my Senate and Assembly colleagues on this critical legislation,” Gonzalez said in a statement. “This is a huge step to ensure that Californians living with HIV and their families have equal access to life and disability income insurance coverage.”
The bill, entitled the Equal Insurance HIV Act, says that the life expectancy for HIV-positive people has nearly doubled since 1996. As a result, the bill requires that insurance for HIV-positive people be treated similarly to insurance for HIV-negative people.
It also requires insurance companies to get informed consent before testing for HIV and creates rules to keep the testing results confidential.
“This legislation is a critical step toward eliminating stigma against people living with HIV and finally ending the epidemic,” wrote Equality California, a state LGBTQ rights organization that supported Gonzalez’s bill.
Both bills have passed the California Assembly and Senate, and Gov. Gavin Newsom (D) is expected to sign them both.
My Story of A Life Sentence Of Injustice: My Story Updated July 13 2020
Received a mailer from a local psychotherapy organization that I found objectionable and I think it deserves to be recorded here.
I am doing very well mentally in these these days of the corona virus and country wide violent protests. Mostly, I attribute my mental health to scriptures like this: 2 Timothy 1:7 - For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. Fear is the psychological reason for most of our problems in our country. Franklin D. Roosevelt said: "Nothing to fear but Fear Itself", and that is especially true today. I have had 11 years of intense psychotherapy that I only needed about one year (forced on me by Collin County court in 1997), so I am extremely well versed in psychology. I also am consistently reading about psychology on the internet for my blogs and my emails to my family. The local psychotherapy organization is run by a very bad person ( TM ). I have encountered ( TM ), and would encourage anyone to avoid her; that needs mental health care. I have (actual paper work on her); for now I offer this, from this page: http://sexoffenderfaq.blogspot.com/p/about-what-i-have-been-through.html : (( TM ) is referred to as TM) ( TM ) has told me on several occasions that she thought I had mental problems and should be in inpatient treatment. I disagree with that and anyone that knows me can see that! ( TM ) was my therapist at MHMR for the first year of my sex offender court ordered psychotherapy at MHMR. Psychotherapy at MHMR was disbanded for sex offenders shortly after that, because state run agency's are not aloud to treat SO's by law. ( TM ) and I never seemed to get along; every time we had a individual session she would start shouting at me. ( TM ) recommended I see the physiologist there at MHMR for a physiological exam. The Physiologist did not find me in need of any immediate treatment though and told me I seemed quit normal. I have always refused to lie in group though. It is a known fact in my group (with ( TM )) that you must lie and say terrible things about yourself although they are not true. Or if a therapist like ( TM ) says things about you that is not true you must agree with them and I have always refused to do this. ( TM ) encouraged me to divorce my wife in a private session and when I agreed; my wife cried like I never saw her cry in my life. I vowed never to make her cry again after ( TM ) evoked her to cry. After over 33 years of marriage; I have and always been happy, with the love of my life.
My Story of A Life Sentence Of Injustice: My Story Updated June 20 2020
Email to TXDPS June 13, 2020
My response to a email sent to me from the so called TXDPS:
In other words I can not apply for a renewal now. Why don't you just say that? Why do you offer a link for me to click in your awful, long winded, confusing email? At least you are consistent with the awful, huge, long winded, confusing; TXDPS website.
I do not understand why you people that run TXDPS; do not change the laws and allow everyone to renew their licences online. It is obvious you have changed many laws; that make things more inconvenient for Texas citizens; that need to renew their licences. Why not change the laws to make things more convenient; during The State of Disaster? Considering there is a chance people could die while renewing their licences; changing laws at this time is more than warranted.
The email they sent:
DLD_Customer_Service
Fri, Jun 19 at 10:00 AM
Hi,
An individual who is a Classified Sex Offender is unable to renew online, by mail, or by phone by Texas law. License offices are starting to open with limited services available, please check the DPS website on updates and office information. For more on COVID-19 click here. Appointments are required for all transactions that take place in a license office, if you would like to schedule an office visit, please click here. If the type of appointment is not available you may need to either attempt to schedule at another location or wait for the option to become available.
Currently appointment services are prioritized to assist customers with no driver license or identification card. Appointments for renewals and replacements are not available.
If you would like a checklist of required documents for renewal to bring into a license office, you may print the DL-32 for the renewal of the card. Allow 2 to 3 weeks for delivery. Click here for information on any applicable fees.
By order of the Governor, the Texas Department of Public Safety is extending the expiration dates of Texas Driver Licenses, IDs, CLP and CDL cards, and Election Certificates. This is a precautionary measure due to the ongoing spread of the Novel Coronavirus and the issued State of Disaster. The extension letter can be found here.
The DPS considers a Texas issued card displaying an expired date valid if both of these conditions are met:
The expiration date on the driver license or ID card is on or after March 13, 2020.
The current date is within 60 days of the end of the State of Disaster.
This extension applies to the expiration date only. A person who is not eligible to drive due to an active enforcement action (suspension, revocation or denial) may use the card for identity purposes only. DPS has notified law enforcement agencies and has asked for their understanding and cooperation in this matter.
Thanks for contacting us!
Driver License Customer Service
www.dps.texas.gov
Customerservicedl@dps.texas.gov
We are creating a faster, easier and friendlier driver license experience and a safer Texas.
This message contains information which may be confidential and privileged. Unless you are the addressee (or authorized to receive for the addressee), you may not use, copy or disclose to anyone the message or any information contained in the message. If you have received this in error, please delete the message.
Did you know there is a way to make things faster & easier before visiting a driver license office? Click here to check your online options OR here to watch how-to videos.
My Story of A Life Sentence Of Injustice: My Story Updated June 13 2020
Email to TXDPS June 13, 2020
TXSPS is endangering people's lives by not allowing EVERYONE; to renew their licenses by internet! When I have to go and wait in line and be in the very small waiting room, crammed with people, in my town, it is not right for anyone to have anyone remove their masks for the photos. I do not want the country and state; that I love to be held accountable, for killing innocent citizens. If you do not believe any of this than you need to research the corona virus more. I am going to send this email to all my representatives as well.
My Story of A Life Sentence Of Injustice: My Story Updated May 6 2020
This is a edited version of a complaint email I sent to the powers that be. The reason I am posting it now is because of my problem with TDPS. I have tried to make it sound nicer for the internet. My complaints are always meant to help. I complain because I care.
I had to go to the police for my annual sex offender registration during the height of the coronavirus pandemic about 3 weeks ago. My so called offence; that was consensual; something I have said since 1996, when I was arrested for it. Through about 15 polygraphs, while I was on probation for 11 years; I always said; my so called offence was consensual. I was told I have to go to this website to make changes by the sheriff on the phone. This can not be legal. (I suspect this site is owned by the very people that publish my name and police record online for all the world to see) I did it and made updates on things like my hair kept short. I do what the police dept. say's; even though I am sure, it is not the law. My father who was a police officer raised me to respect police. He used to tell me a police officer can do just about what ever they want concerning the law. All my problems with registering started, when a police secretary processed me. That police secretary latter instituted; that I need to tell the sheriffs department my vehicles vin number. I have never had a problem registering; until this police secretary processed me. Everyone before her I got along with3. When I 1st met with her she handed the pen to me like it was a dead mouse by the tail. I remember seeing her at the at a restaurant I worked at before I met her at the police department and she gave me a look like she wanted to kill me from the drive threw window. I never forgot that look so when she processed me I knew right away it was her. That really made me feel uneasy; especially sine I worked 3rd shift. Having to register my and my and my wife's vehicles is not the law at all; I looked it up. I was on the toughest probation known to man and never had to register my vehicles. I have been registering with the local police for 18 years, before that, the city police; who was always polite and calm. This so called offence is over 24 years old. I should not have to report things; unless it is the law. No laws are ever retro active; that is illegal by the Constitution and the Texas Constitution. My father was a great police officer of the law and his police friends were my friends. I am 100 percent on the side of the law 24-7 and always have been; in all of my adult life.
Also I noticed that they rate my risk level on the paper work I have to sign; even though they are not supposed to by law. If you look up my info online it never measures my risk level online. On a separate sheet of paper it measures my risk level as moderate. How many so called sex offenders are measured as moderate that have been married once to the same woman to this day for 34 years? This rating was just dreamed up by someone at the police department. Who rates a person like this? It is like a movie like Minority Report. It is that bazaar. You can not predict if someone will commit a crime!
I realize that I am far from the only person that experiences law enforcement requiring citizens to do things that have nothing to do with the law. I know that there are probably many people in America that are subjected to laws that are being used against them retro actively and having nothing to do with the law.
It is clearly against the law to apply laws to American citizens that are retro active or just simply made up.
My question is this.: How can you uphold the law in all good conscience; if you can not obey it?
I am only trying to help. Believe me things were 100 times worse here in McKinney, Texas, in the heart of Collin County, in 1994; when my wife and I moved here from Killeen, Texas after her active duty in The United States Army. They moved us here so she could continue to do her 6 years of reserve time in Seagoville Texas. Things are way better here now; because of people like me.
Also I am in the process of complaining about my yearly visit to the Texas Department of Public Safety during the Covid 19 pandemic.
I used to visit Austin Texas many times and even spent a couple weekends there when my wife was in the Army in Killeen Texas. It is my favorite city in all of Texas. The people are all so friendly. I have a long history of complaining about the Texas Department of Public Safety on this blog. My posting of https://gritsforbreakfast.blogspot.com/ who also has complaints against the TDPS is always a on going thing on my blog also. They are a state entity and should be able to process complaints with extreme tactfulness. In my opinion because they are of the state; it should be without any regret to anyone that would complain to them. I think it would be a sign of mental illness that it would be taken personal by a state employee that someone like me would complain to them. It is all politics not personal. I suspect that they are ruthless when it comes to the law; from the contacts I have had with them through email and the phone. It seems like when I have contact with them they are usually lawyer types. To use the state against someone like me that is complaining; is the definition of harassment; from my position. I always say if I did not care; I would not complain. I complain to try to make things better; because I care. I decided to send the email I sent to my representatives, to my contact list of TDPS addresses in my contacts. This woman who has returned my email before responded; I think she is either a lawyer or a high ranking police officer or both or a secretary to someone like that. All that combined with the corona virus pandemic is not good. If there is ever a time the TDPS should be lenient; it is now, because of the coronavirus. I have never seen the TDPS lenient; the only way I have ever seen them; is extremely strict and ruthless. When visiting the TDPS; it is like waiting inline for in a communist dictatorship country. I am sorry, but to me; it seems they enjoy torturing people or have no regard for human decency; making people wait so long. It should make everyone ashamed. It would not surprise me if you are old and weak that you might just pass out waiting in line. I worked for motor vehicle on the east coast; in a work school program. This is not motor vehicle. It reminds me of my recent post on New Blogs Part 12 Updated May 05 2020. It is like prison has taken over our every day lives here. The only thing nice I can say about my visits to the TDPS is; I really like the people I wait in line with and the people that work there always congenial and make me laugh most every time. I can tell you that these lines have not always been bad like this either. I guess about 6 years ago there was no lines. I get the impression they read my blog and hold it against me when I deal with them on the phone or in email. If this is true they must be ignoring the disclaimer on the top of every page of this blog. My impression of the TDPS in Austin; is that they are extremely mean people, unlike my impression of the rest of Austin, Texas.
My email to her or her boss:
You need to let everyone get their licences renewed online until the pandemic is over.
This is the response I got from the TXDPS agent I mentioned above:
During this period of DL office closures, some registered sex offenders will be unable to renew, update or apply for an annual renewable DL, CDL or ID card as required under Chapter 62, Texas Code of Criminal Procedure. Affected registrants should immediately notify their primary registration authority of their intent and inability to comply with this requirement and seek instructions from that local agency on how to proceed. These registrants are also advised to continue to monitor DPS sponsored publications related to any public notice on when DL offices are scheduled to reopen. Once offices are in operation, the registrant must appear at their local DL office and conduct any annual renewable DL/ID maintenance before the expiration of the extended expiration date or apply for the initial issuance of an annual renewable DL/ID.
Sincerely,
Sex Offender Registration Bureau
Law Enforcement Support Division, Crime Records Service Texas Department of Public Safety
512-424-2800 Main
512-424-7702 Fax
txsor@dps.texas.gov
http://www.statutes.legis.state.tx.us Texas Code of Criminal Procedure - Chapter 62 https://records.txdps.state.tx.us/SexOffender/index.aspx Texas Sex Offender Public Website http://www.txdps.state.tx.us/administration/crime_records/pages/faq.htm Texas Crime Records FAQ The information transmitted is intended only for the person or entity to which it is addressed and may contain confidential and/or privileged material. A review, retransmission, dissemination or other use of, or taking of any action in reliance upon this information by persons or entities other than the intended recipient is prohibited.
I have been blogging and posting online for sex offender human rights since 2001; it is what I do. Not too many people do what I do and stick with it as long as I have. Many people that read things on this blog may be angered by it; my best advice for them is to read the disclaimer on the top of the page and find something else to read. Just change the channel; it is as simple as that.
My Story Updated January 16 2020
Texas Judge
December 24, 2019 BRIEF
SHERMAN, Texas – A federal court in Texas ruled that exonerated former judge Suzanne Wooten has plausibly pleaded her conspiracy claim, which alleges that Collin County district attorney’s office defendants – at the request of the incumbent judge she beat in an election* – acted in concert with a former assistant attorney general to investigate her.
* ( Sandoval ) who; against the law tried to take my deferred adjudication away and sentenced me illegally to 6 months in the county jail through Christmas and New years of 1999. I also believe he could have tampered with my records. I will also forever believe the entire case was brought against me suspiciously. When Wooten ran for Judge I did all I could to get her elected. I sent emails to people I knew in college and created a buzz. I asked a random class mate about Sandoval, at the time ( who I did not email ) and they said they heard he was bad. I also sent out bulk emails to people in Collin County about how he was anti Christian. I have proof and witnesses about this statement. I suspect my whole case was very suspicious the timing was unreal; just after my father died. At the time of the election someone from his campaign or a close friend of his; contacted me to my yahoo email. He said Sandoval was a devout Catholic and he new this first hand. So emailed him back immediately with my story of how I came to the conclusion that Sandoval was anti Christian. Then I sent a copy of that email to my former lawyer. The acquaintance of Sandoval never emailed me back; after I told him my experience with Sandoval that seemed very anti Bible and therefore anti Christian. When I first read this article I told my wife about it and asked her if she remembered how Sandoval behaved anti Christian to me and she agreed wholeheartedly. Back then and concerning my case when I first was on probation everyone I encountered seemed anti Christian. I have to say towards the end it did not seem that way. Even to the last day, I still tried never to bring up my beliefs because I still believed; it might me cause me problems.
* ( Sandoval ) who; against the law tried to take my deferred adjudication away and sentenced me illegally to 6 months in the county jail through Christmas and New years of 1999. I also believe he could have tampered with my records. I will also forever believe the entire case was brought against me suspiciously. When Wooten ran for Judge I did all I could to get her elected. I sent emails to people I knew in college and created a buzz. I asked a random class mate about Sandoval, at the time ( who I did not email ) and they said they heard he was bad. I also sent out bulk emails to people in Collin County about how he was anti Christian. I have proof and witnesses about this statement. I suspect my whole case was very suspicious the timing was unreal; just after my father died. At the time of the election someone from his campaign or a close friend of his; contacted me to my yahoo email. He said Sandoval was a devout Catholic and he new this first hand. So emailed him back immediately with my story of how I came to the conclusion that Sandoval was anti Christian. Then I sent a copy of that email to my former lawyer. The acquaintance of Sandoval never emailed me back; after I told him my experience with Sandoval that seemed very anti Bible and therefore anti Christian. When I first read this article I told my wife about it and asked her if she remembered how Sandoval behaved anti Christian to me and she agreed wholeheartedly. Back then and concerning my case when I first was on probation everyone I encountered seemed anti Christian. I have to say towards the end it did not seem that way. Even to the last day, I still tried never to bring up my beliefs because I still believed; it might me cause me problems.
Ok; I am going to tell you exactly what Sandoval did that proved to me that he was anti Christian. I have never shared this online, this is the first time. As with things like this I am always hoping to use it in a legal way against the perverted legal system; hell bent on inflicting cruel and unusual punishment against American citizens; then at the same time lying and saying they are not. This is a curse on our entire country of what we are speeding to our end; see my blog here: https://amnnow.blogspot.com/ for more info on that. After waiting about a year for my final trial my lawyer told me and my wife that the judge told him that I was not to speak of anything having to do what the Bible or anything like that. I was so offended by this; I was determined to myself, silently, not to do that, the minute I was told not to. Here is this man about to pass judgement on me; in a huge amount of power over me and others and he is telling me not to express my faith as a resolve to myself being a better person. First thing that comes to mind is this is very anti American. We have religious freedom in America; that is what makes us great. The next thing is the obvious conclusion that this man is anti Christian and is threatening to use his perverted power over me to punish me for expressing my beliefs. So after his judgement against me in court he asked me what I was going to do now. I said I was going to read the Bible more. He shouted: what? I said I was going to read the Bible more and go to college. I did go to college for 8 years. Thanks to my church from the east coast sending me Bible studies, I studied the bible allot too. I still study the Bible to this day on the internet because of it's extreme popularity online. I use the Bible to see into the future through my studies of The Book of Revelation. I studied The Book of Revelation in a church/ministry I was a volenteer at; for two years. You could say I have a college degree on The Book of Revelation. That is the reason behind my blog https://amnnow.blogspot.com/ . Judge Sandoval was known for making up his own law; a law against freedom of religion in the sight of our perverted justice system over people is blatant hatred and restriction towards Christians, faith and religion of all kinds. If that does not make Sandoval anti religion hence anti American; I do not know what does. Then there is another way to look at this; that Sandoval considers all religiously devoted people hopeless sex offenders or criminals; with no hope of changing themselves for the better.
I want to dedicate this updated page of January 16 2020 seen above in highlighted yellow and bold to:
National Religious Freedom Day
January 16
National Religious Freedom Day commemorates the Virginia General Assembly's adoption of Thomas Jefferson's landmark Virginia Statute for Religious Freedom on January 16, 1786.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/National_Religious_Freedom_Day
National Religious Freedom Day
January 16
National Religious Freedom Day commemorates the Virginia General Assembly's adoption of Thomas Jefferson's landmark Virginia Statute for Religious Freedom on January 16, 1786.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/National_Religious_Freedom_Day
Exonerated district judge asks Texas Supreme Court for spot on Collin County primary ballot
Exonerated district judge asks Texas Supreme Court for spot on Collin County primary ballot
A lapse in her law license — from October 2012 through June 2017 — is what Collin County Republican Party chair Mark Reid cited when declaring Suzanne Wooten ineligible for the 2020 ballot.
Former Judge Suzanne Wooten, center, talks with the media as her husband Wes Wayland, left, and son Cal, right, listen after her 2011 convictions are vacated in the 416th District Court in McKinney, Texas, on Wednesday, May 24, 2017. She had been convicted by a jury in 2011 on six counts of bribery, one count of engaging in organized criminal activity, one count of money laundering and one count of tampering with a government record. (Louis DeLuca/The Dallas Morning News)
Former Judge Suzanne Wooten, center, talks with the media as her husband Wes Wayland, left, and son Cal, right, listen after her 2011 convictions are vacated in the 416th District Court in McKinney, Texas, on Wednesday, May 24, 2017. She had been convicted by a jury in 2011 on six counts of bribery, one count of engaging in organized criminal activity, one count of money laundering and one count of tampering with a government record. (Louis DeLuca/The Dallas Morning News)(Louis DeLuca / Staff Photographer)
9:17 PM on Dec 10, 2019
A former district judge who wants to return to the bench is asking the Supreme Court of Texas to force Collin County Republicans to put her name on the 2020 primary ballot, despite claims that she is ineligible.
Three years ago, former District Judge Suzanne Wooten was exonerated from charges stemming from what she called a politically motivated investigation into her Collin County campaign. Her license to practice law in Texas — which was suspended after she was convicted — was reinstated in 2017 when she was exonerated.
But that lapse — from October 2012 through June 2017 — is what Collin County Republican Party chair Mark Reid cited when declaring Wooten ineligible for the 2020 ballot.
A district judge candidate must be a “practicing lawyer” for four years before the election date, according to the Texas Constitution.
Former judge Suzanne Wooten is pictured after her 2011 convictions are vacated in the 416th District Court in McKinney, Texas, on Wednesday, May 24, 2017. She had been convicted by a jury in 2011 on six counts of bribery, one count of engaging in organized criminal activity, one count of money laundering and one count of tampering with a government record. (Louis DeLuca/The Dallas Morning News)
Former judge Suzanne Wooten is pictured after her 2011 convictions are vacated in the 416th District Court in McKinney, Texas, on Wednesday, May 24, 2017. She had been convicted by a jury in 2011 on six counts of bribery, one count of engaging in organized criminal activity, one count of money laundering and one count of tampering with a government record. (Louis DeLuca/The Dallas Morning News)(Louis DeLuca / Staff Photographer)
The Texas Fifth Circuit Court of Appeals ruled Monday that she is not entitled to have her name on the ballot, but Wooten’s lawyers said Tuesday they plan to take the case to the Supreme Court of Texas to get her on the ballot.
“The issue here is not complicated, and I expect that the Texas Supreme Court will see that,” Scott Palmer, Wooten’s lawyer, said in a written statement.
In a response filed with the Fifth Circuit, however, Reid’s attorney argued that the court order that exonerated Wooten didn’t change the fact that she was not able to practice law after her conviction.
“This [exoneration] is insufficient to controvert the historical fact that Judge Wooten was not in good standing with the Bar and was prohibited from practicing law,” the response reads. “The Order had legal effects, it does not change the historical facts.”
Conviction and exoneration
Wooten was elected in 2008 after a landslide Republican primary victory over longtime District Judge Charles Sandoval. She didn’t face opposition in the general election and took office in January 2009.
According to Wooten’s most recent court filing, Sandoval went to the Collin County district attorney’s office the day after her victory to complain about her win. The DA’s office, led at the time by John Roach Sr., then opened an investigation into Wooten’s campaign, with help from then-attorney general Greg Abbott’s office.
Normally, law enforcement officials begin criminal investigations and pass evidence and charges off to the DA’s office for prosecution. Wooten says no law enforcement agency was involved in the investigation into her campaign.
Wooten, 51, filed a lawsuit last year against Abbott, Roach, Collin County and two other prosecutors. The suit alleged that the defendants "conspired to wrongfully obtain an indictment and prosecute plaintiff by inventing and perverting law, misleading judges and juries and taking apart plaintiff's life and career one piece at a time."
At least five grand juries considered the case between 2009 and 2011. One even sent a letter to the presiding judge, saying the case “was unnecessary, a waste of taxpayer dollars and that no crime had been committed," the suit states.
But in 2011, Wooten was convicted on charges of bribery, conspiracy, money laundering and tampering with a government record. She was accused of accepting funds from a University Park couple, funneled through her campaign manager, to run against Sandoval.
As a judge pointed out in her exoneration in 2017, even if that were true, it is not illegal.
In the order that vacated the convictions against Wooten, the judge also said that “any legal disabilities rendered against [Wooten] as a result of the convictions in this cause are void.” Her license to practice law was reinstated a few weeks later.
‘Practicing lawyer’?
On Nov. 7, Wooten applied to be on the Republican primary ballot for the 401st Judicial District Court.
On Nov. 25, according to a court filing, Reid wrote to Wooten, saying he “simply [doesn’t] have the discretion to act any other way under the law and must declare you ineligible for a place” on the ballot. Reid declined to comment as the case is still working its way through the courts.
Wooten filed a petition with the Fifth Circuit Court of Appeals on Friday, asking the court to mandate Reid place her name on the ballot.
“After working tirelessly to rebuild her life and her reputation following a corrupt and malicious prosecution perpetuated by her political opponents, Judge Wooten has now been denied a place upon the March 2020 Republican Primary ballot,” the petition reads. “This application … is filed to preserve the integrity of the democratic process.”
Palmer argued that Wooten could have been a “practicing lawyer” outside of Texas during that time, and that means her name should be included on the ballot.
“The evidence establishes that Judge Wooten was not a ‘practicing lawyer’ in Texas. But that does not establish that she was not a ‘practicing lawyer,’” Palmer said in a written statement. “For that reason [Reid and the Collin County Republican Party] must place Judge Wooten on the ballot.”
In the response filed with the court, Reid’s attorney argued that state law only refers to lawyers who are in good standing with the State Bar of Texas.
“There can be no dispute as to what these documents factually establish — Judge Wooten was suspended from the practice of law from Oct. 24, 2012 to June 7, 2017,” the response reads. “Chairman Reid correctly found that this fact is conclusively established by these documents.”
Wooten’s petition was rejected Monday, but Palmer said they plan to file the case with the state Supreme Court on Tuesday.
December 26, 2019 at 02:59 PM
Former Texas Judge Suzanne Wooten, who was exonerated in 2017 of a conviction that cost her a seat on the bench, will not be allowed on the Republican primary ballot this spring.
The Texas Supreme Court on Monday denied Wooten’s request to declare her eligible to run as a district judge and force the Collin County Republican Party to place her name on the ballot. The party claimed she was ineligible because she didn’t have a law license for the entire four years before the election, as required by the Texas Constitution.
But Wooten notched a win in federal court Monday after a judge ruled prosecutors involved in her wrongful conviction cannot claim qualified immunity from her wrongful prosecution claims. That ruling came from Judge Amos Mazzant of the Eastern District of Texas.
“Most of the case proceeds on, and we are happy with a majority of Judge Mazzant’s rulings, especially that the defendants Roach, Milner, White and Collin County are still in the case,” said Wooten’s attorney, Scott Palmer of Dallas. “We look forward to proceeding with discovery and moving this case forward.”
Wooten, who was elected to Collin County’s 380th District Court in 2008, was wrongfully convicted of nine felonies in 2011, forced to resign and had her law license suspended. She was exonerated in a 2017 ruling that said even if the allegations against her were true, her actions simply weren’t a crime under Texas law. She then got her law license back.
The central allegation in her conviction involved claims that co-defendants funneled money to Wooten’s campaign in exchange for her to run against the incumbent. The co-defendants wanted Wooten, as judge, to issue favorable rulings in a pending family law case.
Wooten sued Collin County, former District Attorney John Roach Sr., Assistant District Attorney Christopher Milner, former Assistant Attorney General Harry White and then-Texas Attorney General Greg Abbott for malicious prosecution in May 2018. Mazzant’s ruling Monday dismissed Abbott as a defendant.
Mazzant ruled this spring that they were not entitled to prosecutorial immunity because they took up the robe of law enforcement investigators rather than sticking to their duties as prosecutors. That sparked an interlocutory appeal to the U.S. Court of Appeals for the Fifth Circuit, which is still pending.
Meanwhile, Wooten was instructed to file an amended pleading with more details about her probation, arrest, and other things, to help the court decide whether qualified immunity applied. Qualified immunity protects government officials from being sued for mistakes, but not for plain incompetence or purposeful violations of the law.
Mazzant’s ruling Monday concluded that qualified immunity does not apply at this stage.
The judge rejected Roach and Milner’s arguments that they can’t be liable because their involvement came before Wooten’s indictment and conviction, since the attorney general’s office took over the case in 2010. The court found Wooten raised sufficient allegations that the district attorney’s office initiated criminal charges with no probable cause, which set in motion the constitutional violations.
Roach and Milner also couldn’t dodge liability by arguing it was a grand jury that indicted Wooten, and a judge and jury that convicted her. The opinion noted that Wooten was claiming the defendants conducted a malicious investigation, arrested her with no probable cause and used facts they knew were untrue. Those allegations, if true, are enough for the claims to proceed, Mazzant ruled.
Mazzant wrote that because Wooten received a jury trial, which is the ultimate due process, she couldn’t sue for procedural due process violations. However, he reached a different outcome regarding her substantive due process claims.
Wooten alleged that even if all the facts in her underlying wrongful conviction were true, her actions were never a crime under Texas law and the district attorney defendants knew all along.
Mazzant rejected Roach, Milner and White’s claim that they used a reasonable interpretation of the law at the time and didn’t anticipate the Court of Criminal Appeals would hold differently.
“Any reasonable official should know that creating and pursuing a criminal investigation, for something that is not a crime, based on political motivations, thereby destroying that person’s reputation, employment, and livelihood is a violation of that person’s constitutional rights,” Mazzant wrote.
My Story of A Life Sentence Of Injustice
My Story Updated November 10 2019 (see bottom of this post):
I keep thinking about posting this in July and decided to check back on it and edit it; so it is better understood to the reader. This subject disgusts me in every way; and like everything on this page, I find it extremely hard to write about. I will put changes in bold.
I was writing a email to a family member, (after I found out about my brothers daughter, that got into a very bad car accident) 2 days ago and thought it would make a positive addition to this page:
It was so nice to read about my brother's family. Being a registered sex offender has ruined my life in the eyes of our perverted justice system and made me under constant suspicion by people* as a result of these perverted laws of our justice system. ( No where does this hit home more that having to contact the sheriff's department when and if I have to travel somewhere. I have had to miss many *funerals of dear loved ones for this reason. I can not go home when there is problems with my family. I always have to explain to them why I can not travel to see them and that hurts even worse. The huge checklist I have to initial every time I register with the sheriff's department is absurd and a encroachment on me constitutionally. Seeing things on that list that are obviously retro active effects me as well; since it has been established by that that is against the law by the courts. That and the yearly photo's of me are degrading; especially since they are illegally published all over the world on the internet, like a advertisement. For all these reasons and more I feel a constant suspicion by people* over my entire life. ) I am not to blame for these bazaar laws so I do not feel guilty about myself at all. I live my life quilt free everyday; I think because I am not complacent enough to sit back and say something like " I can not make a difference; so why try?). Not only am I not guilty of subscribing to our disgusting treatment of all people who commit sex crimes; I am against this inhumane treatment of United States citizens and have actively protested it for going on 25 years now. These type's of Nazi like laws; causes a person to be caught up in so much strangulating, red tape; that it is impossible to escape. These insane law makers and supporters of these laws; may have to wait to the next life of eternity, to discover how wrong they have been. Until then I know that this type of behavior by our perverted justice system; is under constant judgement by God against our country. I have been warning against this since I started this blog in 2012 and having my new blog https://amnnow.blogspot.com/ helps me keep a close eye on our coming and inevitable end as prophesied**; our time is running out. I do not ad to Alternative Military News Now, often; most things repeat itself, allot. By some strange coincidence; I had a unprecedented 3 articles to ad today. 3 is the number of completion. Search the page for: October 04 2019; to read them.
My Story Updated November 4 2019:
*I missed my childhood friend and first cousin; October 17, 2019. He had the same first name as me. He was almost the exact same age as me. His funeral had so many people there was a line around the building. This is a copy of a email I sent my family; after I found out he died:
My favorite memories of my cousin is when we were kids. We were best friends for many years. I loved hanging out at the farm up the road from him. We used to make huge intricate hay bale forts at the barn. I used to love to ride his little minibike when I visited him. I hiked all over that land and climbed all the rocks there too, it was so naturally beautiful there. I will never forget one time he tricked me into touching a cow fence and I got a electric shock. At least I never did that again. We were just two typical boys that hung out with each other. I think my first close dance with a girl was at a school dance at my cousin's school. I think her name was Sharleen; I swore I was totally in love with her.
My favorite memory of my cousin was when we lived with Grandma. We used to catch the bus for school in some obscure spot near in the middle of Wesleyan University. When we started to walk down the hill to the bus stop there was this bully at the bus stop that would bully me. As soon as he saw me and I saw him I would get very afraid. He would focus in on me in a atack mode as soon as he saw me; like a attack dog. One time my cousin was at Grammy's and he was with us when we walked to the bus stop. My cousin at the time was much bigger than me. We were at the mailbox the street over from miles avenue at the top of the hill before the bus top midway down the hill in the back of the Wesleyan Science Center. I asked my cousin that when he saw the bully guy to talk to him for me and ask him not to bully me. As he talked to him I could see the bully considered my cousin his equal immediately. As soon as they stopped talking I could tell things had changed already. That dude never bothered me again. From that moment on I was never intimidated by bullies again. I was bullied again since then too.
I wrote this in the email; that is why I mention the address of this page. You can read my story here: http://sexoffenderfaq.blogspot.com/p/my-story.html It has been on that web page since the year 2012. If you read my complete story you will see I was not guilty of a sex offence and that it was a consensual sex act; not matter how embarrassing it my be to our anti- LGBTQ society member's, in our country. ( There is no one that loves living here in Collin County; more that me. I have no doubt none the less; that there are many anti-LGBTQ people as our leaders here in CC that are incapable of obeying separation of church and state. The fact that people like this are in authority over me is not healthy for me at all. )You can read my legal page that have also been there online for all the world to see; since the year 2012 here: http://sexoffenderfaq.blogspot.com/p/about-what-i-have-been-through.html Reading this page; will also prove I was not guilty of a sex offence. I have never forced myself on anyone sexually; my entire life and have never committed a sex offence. In the eyes of our perverted justice system a sex offender is a danger to all children. ( I missed out in my nephew and nieces life as a result of this barbaric, uneducated; way of thinking concerning my case and many like me. ) I regret what I did but not because it was a sex offence but because I was working there and should not have gotten involved with a patient like that.
I have avoided my brother's family because of the aforementioned, above. Even though it makes me sad I must conduct my life according to the Nazi like stranglehold of our perverted justice system on my life. Our perverted justice system has made a shame of the world of psychotherapy that has come up with way's to torture people to make them money. I still love my brother and his family and will always love them and do my best to honor them like I would my wife or my father and mother.
**I have wrote about our country's demise many times on my art blog and this blog. Our country is not mentioned in The Book Of Revelation. Many country's are mentioned, we are not; in anyway. Why would a major power on this earth not be mentioned in the end times? I think it is because we are not just gone; we are long gone and completely forgotten. How and when we meet our end; is in God's hands and he is more patient than we can comprehend.
My Story of A Life Sentence Of Injustice
Collin County can learn from this; and not to apply conditions
that violates the federal prohibition against ex post facto laws.
PA: Internet dissemination provision of SORNA II violates the federal prohibition against ex post facto laws
October 23, 2019
Summary from FAC: A Pennsylvania Appeals Court has found that the dissemination of persons who have been convicted of sexual offenses’ information on the internet (Megan’s Law) violates the ex post facto clause of the Constitution for individuals whose offenses pre-date the ordinance. Pennsylvania’s Supreme Court had a prior landmark decision (Commonwealth v. Muniz, 164 A.3d 1189 (Pa.2017)) finding similarly, so this new opinion... Read more here: http://www.pacourts.us/assets/opinions/Superior/out/J-A12038-19oA.pdf?cb=1
Don't forget to check me out here too: https://constitutionalrightsblog.blogspot.com/p/constitutional-rights-blog-updated.html where I uncovered these atrocities at http://www.monroeworktoday.org/explore/ :
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Maria Ines Ramírez
Mexican female lynched in early May 1880
Collin Co.
She was lynched (burned) for alleged Witchcraft
This is from this book:
Forgotten Dead: Mob Violence against Mexicans in the United States, 1848-1928
Carrigan, William D. & Clive Webb
New York: Oxford University Press, 2013
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Refugio Ramírez
⸬ Mexican male lynched in early May 1880
⌖ Collin Co.
She was lynched (burned) for alleged Witchcraft
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Silvestre Garcia Ramírez
⸬ Mexican female lynched in early May 1880
⌖ Collin Co.
She was lynched (burned) for alleged Witchcraft
I just posted this on my art blog. I thought it might be good here; since the so called offence that I was not technically and according to law guilty of and was never technically and according to law convicted of was in 1996 right after my wife got out of the Army. Right in the middle of the most stressful years of my life. Also you should know my father the police officer died around 1994.:
I usually dedicate Veterans Day to my wife and father (during Vietnam) and the WWII Vet; my grandfather. I think I will dedicate this Veterans Day to me this year. My wife liked to go to the library allot when we lived within walking distance of the beach in California. One day she came home from the library and said she would like to join the army, so it would pay for college. At first I vehemently objected. After about a month of her continually reminding me of her intentions to join the army; I agreed. I have been very patriotic since I was born on a Air force Base in Montana. How could I not agree? I knew when she joined she would do well. We have a whole wall of awards and plaques and battalion coins to prove it; including her honor graduate diploma from AIT. At first when she went to basic; I thought it would be cool to be on my own for a month. It was not; it was a living hell. I ended up driving across the United States to Fort Gordon to be with her for her last month of AIT. Then they moved us to Texas; literally they moved our apartment to Killeen, Texas. They loved her and she was so great at her duty's, they did not want her to go. I learned how to press a uniform and deal with her coming home with barely enough time to sleep; for years. I leaned to live with the heartache of her going to training exercises; for weeks at a time. They would warn her of the possibility of being severely injured or dead; during those weeks in the field. After her active duty she chose to be assigned in Seagoville Texas for her reserve time; so she could go to College in Collin County. We searched all the colleges in Texas and that was the best one. The reserve was no better for me. In fact it was worse. She was going to the reserve and college at the same time and was hardly ever home. My head was spinning; I hated my life but knew I was sacrificing for our country. My job in McKinney; when we first moved here in 1995; was a living nightmare, as well. I was at my wits end; twenty four seven. Finally in 1999 she ended her reserve time. She was 4 years over her obligated time, so they let her go. I think they new she needed to be with me more. She was in there for over 7 years. After a year of being a civilian, 911 took place and one year after that; her reserve unit was activated in Iran.
So I dedicate this Veterans Day to the loved ones of all out military folks.
My Story of A Life Sentence Of Injustice
My Story Updated May 04 2016:
I am posting this story as a example of how oral sex is not the same as actual sex, not to mention just touching the mouth to someone's privates is not the same as oral sex; to any sane person. This story is a example of how the bar is lowered legally by oral sex. This kind of thing will continue to build as sanity will eventually take hold of our legal system. This type of open mindedness this will grow like a snowball into the future guarantied. Anyone that study's the future can only come to the conclusion that openness about sex an sexuality is a inevitability.
Now I understand that there are many closed minded people out there who judge false judgments no matter what. I always implore people like that to be very careful not to lie to themselves as they spout lies about others; because this will be held against you by karma or what ever religion you subscribe to; or just plan common sense. I used to be a very closed minded person against any type of LGBT behavior. Now for over 20 years now; I have been on the forefront of fighting for LGBT rights! I had to learn the hard way! I do not wish the destructive tragedy that has befallen me and them that care about me; on my worst enemies.
Oklahoma court: oral sex is not rape if victim is unconscious drinking:
The ruling sparked outrage among critics who argue the judicial system engaged in victim-blaming and upholding outdated notions about rape and sexual assault
From: http://www.theguardian.com/society/2016/apr/27/oral-sex-rape-ruling-tulsa-oklahoma-alcohol-consent
The dean of the CUNY School of Law called the Oklahoma rape ruling ‘appropriate’ but the law ‘archaic’. Photograph: Spencer Weiner/LA Times via Getty Images
Wednesday 27 April 2016 16.47 EDT Last modified on Wednesday 27 April 2016 17.48 EDT
An Oklahoma court has stunned local prosecutors with a declaration that state law doesn’t criminalize oral sex with a victim who is completely unconscious.
The ruling, a unanimous decision by the state’s criminal appeals court, is sparking outrage among critics who say the judicial system was engaged in victim-blaming and buying outdated notions about rape.
But legal experts and victims’ advocates said they viewed the ruling as a sign of something larger: the troubling gaps that still exist between the nation’s patchwork of laws and evolving ideas about rape and consent.
The case involved allegations that a 17-year-old boy assaulted a girl, 16, after volunteering to give her a ride home. The two had been drinking in a Tulsa park with a group of friends when it became clear that the girl was badly intoxicated. Witnesses recalled that she had to be carried into the defendant’s car. Another boy, who briefly rode in the car, recalled her coming in and out of consciousness.
The boy later brought the girl to her grandmother’s house. Still unconscious, the girl was taken to a hospital, where a test put her blood alcohol content above .34. She awoke as staff were conducting a sexual assault examination.
Tests would later confirm that the young man’s DNA was found on the back of her leg and around her mouth. The boy claimed to investigators that the girl had consented to performing oral sex. The girl said she didn’t have any memories after leaving the park. Tulsa County prosecutors charged the young man with forcible oral sodomy.
But the trial judge dismissed the case. And the appeals court ruling, on 24 March, affirmed that prosecutors could not apply the law to a victim who was incapacitated by alcohol.
“Forcible sodomy cannot occur where a victim is so intoxicated as to be completely unconscious at the time of the sexual act of oral copulation,” the decision read. Its reasoning, the court said, was that the statute listed several circumstances that constitute force, and yet was silent on incapacitation due to the victim drinking alcohol. “We will not, in order to justify prosecution of a person for an offense, enlarge a statute beyond the fair meaning of its language.”
Benjamin Fu, the Tulsa County district attorney leading the case, said the ruling had him “completely gobsmacked”.
“The plain meaning of forcible oral sodomy, of using force, includes taking advantage of a victim who was too intoxicated to consent,” Fu said. “I don’t believe that anybody, until that day, believed that the state of the law was that this kind of conduct was ambiguous, much less legal. And I don’t think the law was a loophole until the court decided it was.” To focus on why the victim was unable to consent, he continued, puts the victim at fault.
But several legal experts declined to fault the appeals court, saying instead that the ruling should be a wake-up call for legislators to update Oklahoma’s laws.
Michelle Anderson, the dean of the CUNY School of Law who has written extensively about rape law, called the ruling “appropriate” but the law “archaic”.
“This is a call for the legislature to change the statute, which is entirely out of step with what other states have done in this area and what Oklahoma should do,” she said. “It creates a huge loophole for sexual abuse that makes no sense.”
Jennifer Gentile Long, who leads a group, AEquitas, that guides prosecutors in sexual and domestic violence cases, agreed. She said the Oklahoma law was an example of a gulf that still exists in some places between the law and evolving notions around consent and sexual agency.
Oklahoma has a separate rape statute that protects victims who were too intoxicated to consent to vaginal or anal intercourse, Long noted. But “there are still gaps in the ways laws are written that allow some cases to fall through the cracks,” she said. “This case” – because it did not involve vaginal rape but an oral violation – “seems to be one of them”.
In the wake of the ruling, Fu has said he will push for lawmakers to change the code. Many states have engaged in a broad overhaul of their rape laws in recent years, Anderson said, part of a movement to fall in line with the modern understanding of rape.
“There is a recognition that social mores have changed, that the law should now try to protect sexual autonomy as opposed to sexual morality,” she said. Often, the law changes after an outcry over unpopular court rulings.
The Oklahoma appeals court declined to make the ruling a precedent. But Fu said he has learned that other defendants are nevertheless making the same argument in other parts of Oklahoma to avoid charges.
The defendant’s attorney, Shannon McMurray, was not available for comment. She told Oklahoma Watch, which was first to report the ruling, that prosecutors were clearly in the wrong to charge the young man with forcible sodomy, and not a lesser crime of unwanted touching.
“There was absolutely no evidence of force or him doing anything to make this girl give him oral sex,” McMurray said, “other than she was too intoxicated to consent.”
and from: http://www.care2.com/causes/oklahoma-law-says-its-sometimes-not-rape-if-the-victim-is-unconcious.html
Over the years, the definition of rape has evolved with a changing society. In many parts of the world, the acknowledgement and prosecution of rape has not progressed beyond the time when women were listed as property along with slaves and horses and, therefore, unable to be violated.
For much of human history, rape, if acknowledged at all, was usually reserved for married women in the upper echelons of society who were violated by men that were not their husbands.
In the United States, progress has been made, albeit slowly. Victims are still blamed for being raped and prosecutions are rare due to the evidence (or lack thereof) being reduced to a “he said/she said” dichotomy.
As a nation of laws that are, in theory, designed to bring fairness in the pursuit of justice, much of the debate around rape has centered on semantics. This was never more clearly illustrated by recent decision by an appeals court in Oklahoma.
The case involved a 17-year old boy accused of forcible oral sodomy on a 16-year-old girl who was unconscious, having passed out after a night of drinking. The girl had no memory of consent, and was only aware that she had been raped when she awoke in the midst of the sexual assault examination.
Read more: http://www.care2.com/causes/oklahoma-law-says-its-sometimes-not-rape-if-the-victim-is-unconcious.html#ixzz47hbfno2v
http://www.usnews.com/news/blogs/press-past/2013/01/25/bill-clinton-15-years-ago-i-did-not-have-sexual-relations-with-that-woman
On Friday, in his National Journal column, noted legal writer Stuart Taylor questioned whether Clinton chose that construction to artfully allow the possibility that he had engaged in oral sex with Lewinsky. (In similar scandals, other politicians have claimed that extramarital oral sex did not constitute adultery—a distinction that some allege Clinton has made as well.)
My Story Updated November 17 2017:
The more I experience the internet the more I am convinced it is controlled by self righteous Christians, or those that believe they are Christians. The sad fact is about 50% of those who believe they are Christians are not. Those who believe they are Christians that are banging away on their keyboards seeking to kill all sex offenders with all their false judgments about people; will here this is in the end "I never knew you: "depart from me, ye that work iniquity." I hope I will get to see this if I am in the next life at that time. I also hope I can see all those so called Christians that find out they are not saved after the rapture and try to make amends, and become saved. These people will experience what the sex offenders; they helped create, experiences by not being able to: buy or sell. At any rate; we all get what we have coming to us. 99% of Christianity is not only condemned by Satan but of the very God they think they worship; while torturing the RSO with out any regard of human decency.
Having said all that. The greatest comedian that has ever lived, in my opinion; who is also being condemned to death by the media, for consensual sex acts; brought something to light for me. I have been saying for years that I put Mr. K's penis in my mouth for 30 seconds. After seeing Luis CK on stage acting out a penis in his mouth for 20 seconds; I now say it was 5 seconds tops.
Here is a link to the 2017 Netflix special I am talking about: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PGHY274Ey2Q
Although this is not the link I was referring to, I like it because it says 85% of all people has sucked a penis. It is very funny; Luis CK is always funny.
Go here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BJ8E9Vjiveg
Then go to 3 minutes and and 6 seconds. It is 6:00 before the Netflix ends; in case you have to use another link.
Again the name of this special is: Louis C.K Netflix special filmed in Washington D.C. and premiered April 4, 2017
Here is the script from: http://scrapsfromtheloft.com/2017/04/08/louis-c-k-2017-full-transcript/:
"And then decide. Just for like 20 seconds. [woman] Whoo! That’s a long time. That’s 20 seconds. That’s a long time to have a dick in your mouth… that you’re ambivalent about. [audience laughing] It’s 20 sec… If you have a dick in your mouth for 20 seconds, you are not deciding. Twenty seconds. This is… I’ll show you. This is 20 seconds with a dick in your mouth. [audience laughing] [audience applauding and cheering] No. [audience laughing] No. Yeah, I decided not to suck that dick… that’s been in my mouth all day. [audience laughing]"
The best advice I can give anyone these days is; to distance yourself from anything or anyone called Christian. Put as much space as you can between you; and it or them.
My Story Updated May 04 2016:
There was this American artist who was labeled a artist since he was old enough to use a pencil. This artist practiced his whole life to be great enough to live up to his name. Always learning what to do and not to do and what to accentuate in the form of art. He took drafting in every year of high school only to be better at art. He started sending art work to skateboard company's in California from the east coast in the 1980's. This artist moves to Vista, California in the late 1980's with his one and only wife till this day. This artist actually gets a contract for working for a multi million dollar skateboard company doing graphic design art work; with no college at all. His wife joins the army to get money for her to go to college and gets moved to Killeen Texas by the US Army. Then he gets put behind bars for a sex offence he never committed in the center of Collin County, Texas. He then goes to college for seven years and learns and masters every form of art: all forms of digital art, three d art, animation, printing, water color, oil painting, acrylic painting and of course what he has always mastered drawing. He ends up with 3 diplomas in graphic design and every art coarse there is; taken 3 times over, and 3 life times worth of art saved up. All of this for nothing and due to sex
offender registration maybe the most awesome artist around is the most shunned with no future at all in any form of art; with no hope ever in finding a job in any kind of art ever. The only reward for a life time of reaching and practicing to be the best artist ever; is a endless attack by people he never met on the internet and in the media and the law. What a sad, sad, sad story it is.
April 18 2016:
I did a researched my record and found that the Texas Department of Public Safety took my records out of the Collin County Court House that I was tried in. They must not like this page:
http://sexoffenderfaq.blogspot.com/p/sex-offenders-information-exploited-on.html, or free speech of the constitution of Texas or the Constitution of the United States.
They requested these 20 year old files from the court house in 2014. It just so happens that RVW:
http://sexoffenderfaq.blogspot.com/p/if-you-believe-it-is-ok-to-deny_23.html
processed me that same year and after 18 years of processing; 2014 was my worst visit to the McKinney Police and the CC Sheriff's Department; I ever had. I began to be treated as if I was on probation or parole in 2014; by RVW. I should have been treated as if my so called offence was 20 years old and I was given deferred adjudicated! Deferred adjudicated is not a conviction at all; by law! I should not even have to register as a sex offender per my lawyers home page here:
March 31 2016
I found this great quote that I thought fit me and people like me that believe they were charged with a sex offence they never committed:
"how can you hate me when you don’t even know me?"
Daryl Davis: How can you hate me?
http://www.dorchesterbanner.com/leisure/daryl-davis-can-hate/
I am looking forward to seeing his new movie.
http://figuramedia.com/daryldavis.html
THE DARYL DAVIS PROJEC
A Film By
Thiago Da Costa & Owen Cooper
A Figura Media Release, HD, 75 minutes
COMING UP IN 2016: TRUTH, RACE & BLUES (A TV SERIES)
While completing a feature film about Daryl Davis' work with racists in the past, the filmmakers, along with Daryl have also created a TV series idea with Daryl as its host. This project is conceived as a tour of American where Daryl and his band travel the country playing in different towns by night and investigating issues related to racism in those same towns during the day.
March 27 2016
I just sent a email to my mom who is helping my favorite uncle; as he may have to prepare to the after life:
I do not know how to respond to your last email. I do not like death. I am so happy I do not have to care for dying people. It transcends me and not for the better to have the burden of taking care of dying people. Why it never haunts people that doing the job I was assigned to do in Texas, and being amerced in caring for dying people; had something to do with me loose myself, and end up with a life time of sex offender registration. I still hold out hope that the local law enforcement here; would at least try to do the right thing concerning my case, and anyone like me if they exist.
dy·ing
/'diiNG/
adjective
adjective: dying
on the point of death.
"he visited his dying mother"
synonyms: terminally ill, at death's door, on one's deathbed, near death, fading fast, expiring, moribund, not long for this world, in extremis; More
informalon one's last legs, having one foot in the grave
"his dying aunt"
•occurring at or connected with the time that someone dies.
"he strained to catch her dying words"
synonyms: final, last; deathbed
"her dying words"
antonyms: first
•gradually ceasing to exist or function; in decline and about to disappear.
"stone-cutting is a dying art"
synonyms: declining, vanishing, fading, ebbing, waning; informalon the way out
"a dying art form"
antonyms: thriving
My Story Updated December 09 2015:
I dedicate this blog to the book and the movie: Fahrenheit 451
Fahrenheit 451 (1966) Full Movie
Video for fahrenheit 451 (film)? 1:37:50
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T0bVqgBSZHk
Fahrenheit 451 (1966) Full Movie
Fahrenheit 451 - YouTube - Trailer
Video for fahrenheit 451 (film)? 4:19
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M9n98SXNGl8
Ray Bradbury's Fahrenheit 451 movie adaptation. ... The film is good, a good adaptation of Bradbury's novel ...
My Story Updated November 16 2015:
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| A photo of the award given to me in my great year of 2013. |
I want to cover 3 points about my character the first thing I want to cover is my ability to not be aroused by pornography. Basically that this is true. The Plethsmograph is quit a different story I had to imagine my self with my wife to get aroused by that. I can not be aroused by porn simply watching it. One of the first things I did besides become a democrat when I was falsely arrested for a consensual sexual act between two adults of sound minds: I became very politically active.
November 30 2015: My dad died just before I got arrested for the sex offence that I never committed and of is the reason behind this entire blog. I have always held to the belief that my dad's death lead to me being arrested for all these lies. I loved my dad. I did not understand him him during my childhood because of a bad divorce that I am sure he had his hand in. In my adult life I learned that my dad was the least of the problem. Who care; the bottom line was I finally reconciled with my dad and that gave me great strength in my life. All children of parents should at least forgive their parents to succeed in life and have peace with themselves. My dad was the strictest man on earth. My friends called him the general. Anyone that knew my dad during my childhood would agree with me that my dad was a police officer twenty four seven. He always drove the speed limit for instance; even on long trips to go skiing up north. He knew the law and obeyed it to the letter and this is what I have based my life on also. My father is a part of who I am. He is in my blood and I am a police officer in a way. He was a police officer for half my life. He retired with glory and the admiration of all his friends on the force. They loved him and hung out with him years after he retired. I heard story's about how he jumped of a parking garage structure to catch bad guys and hurt his back and how some guy clobbered him with a chair also hurting his back. He ended up with a desk job he got really good at and even traveled training for it. I had my life threatened at least twice for being a cops son. I was poor when I first started out on my own and lived in some bad parts of town. My home town where my dad was a cop. I also was almost beat up pretty bad for being a cops son. Such was life in the 1970's and early 80's a few miles from New York City. When you almost die or get beat up just because your a cops son makes you learn to hate crime.
When I was blogging on the democrat.org site I was one of the first people to stand up for women’s rights. When you bloged there it would have suggestions for tags you wanted to ad. I was the first person to ad women’s rights as a tag. Once I realized this, I got really into it. It is like one of those things. you say this is a great cause with not enough people acting on it. It seems bigots need to hate someone and since gays and blacks are arrest able offences today they have moved on to sex offenders and the always expectable prejudice: women. The year of 2014 holiday season commercials by Wal-Mart boggled my mind at how sexist they were. The man sat in a easy chair while the woman slaved in the kitchen cooking the turkey and on and on. I hooked up with people like women’s law center and the rest is internet history. I even have a certificate acknowledging this by Amnesty International. This kind of thing and my trying to make a career out of body building has made me immune to pornography. One of the first steps in women’s rights excepting the exploitation of women and the bigoted womanizing objectifying of women. The more you focus on this the more you realize how repulsive porn is. Let’s face it porn is all about objectifying women. When you do as much research in women’s rights and how we exploit women in society; that is the first thing you think of at the mere mention of porn.
I do not know how many deranged people are into weird porn like children or animal sex. In my opinion and what has always been my outspoken opinion and polygraph certified as well; is that animal porn and children porn are the same. I do not pretend to understand why people are at aroused by children or rape or exposing themselves in public. I have always thought that you may as well have sex with a animal or a slab of meat then to have sex with anyone under 21 years old. The reason is that when you are to young to even know what sex is about; what is the difference between a young person and a pork roast. Sex is for love only. Also I have never understood how someone can force themselves on someone else and be sexually aroused. I have always froze up in public as well, never mind expose my self and actually being aroused by this. I have always proclaimed this while attending the forced upon me; college of learning about sex offences, of my 11 years of the strictest probation in our country.
It astonishes me to this day when you here something in television shows and movies about the internet; you almost always here something about porn. It is no secret that Hollywood loves to demonize transgender people and sex offenders and the internet and women and more. Also I have never cursed in the thousands of pages I have posted on the internet. I have always thought of cursing on the internet like exposing yourself and just plain gross. Unless you are a paid entertainer why would you curse on the internet? To show others how uneducated you are? I have always only seen the positive: necessary peace keeping aspects of the internet. Since the internet has become more excepted by our society there have never been less human rights violations in the history of the world. The only people against the internet are the people who want to hurt other people. Now if we can only get rid of the haters trolling the internet.
I started to trying to make a living from bodybuilding around 1982. I even had a pro bodybuilder as my coach; Jerry Augustine. He actually appears in the first addition of the book Pumping Iron. He is pictured in a dark room oiling up before a show in Massachusetts I think. He was a great man and was a body builder in Vietnam search and destroy Army; like my wife. He actually had dumbbells on his back pack. I started obsessively lifting weights when I was 13 years old and did not stop until I left my job as a professional artist in 1990. I then started again in 1999 and did not stop until 2008. I now do aerobic style work outs combined with isometric style stretching as I am now too old to use weights without the high probability of injuring myself. The point I am trying to make is even though I am embarrassed to admit it I am obsessed with my own body. I am so obsessed that if I were to watch porn the first thing I see is the flaws in other humans. All I can thing of is excrement coming out of them or blemishes and the basic abnormalities every human possess. I also am too critical of the human body to enjoy watching others have sex and be aroused by that.
The other two points I wanted to make was being raised as a decorated police officer’s son in my small hometown and being married to my one and only wife for 30 years now who is a honored US Army vet. I will try to find time to expound on this some more latter. Until then if you search for this on this blog you should find a bevy of information on these subjects.
I refuse to put a new date on something that is old news. From now on if I post updates to the page that is not new I am not going to put a new date. When I post things like the following it is just my war song. Things I tell myself as I battle with injustices not just of those that are tangible; but the intangible as well.These are things I tell my self while I deal with the injustices that have been dealt to me and mine. I do not believe in dealing with the thoughts of opposition against me like this, on a physical plane; but rather where all the true power of the world exists; on a spiritual level. This is not a excuse to not vote or write my senators and representatives, sign petitions and stay politically active and support people like the ACLU; of whom I am still a card carrying member. Cursing my enemies on a spiritual level takes allot more of my time and energy to protect me and my loved ones. I am not trying to force my beliefs on anyone; because I believe in our country, and freedom of religion, and separation of church and state.
This blog is not for people to be critical of what is posted here and if the reader is critical of anything here than that means they did not read the disclaimer on the top of each of the pages here and are not welcome here and should stop reading and leave this blog upon my request and in the name of freedom of speech, and my rights as a American citizen.
I always planed on being a professional artist. I was a professional artist in the late 1980's; years before my arrest in 1996 for a sex offence; I basically never committed and have had to register as a sex offender ever since then. I was arrested in McKinney Texas when it still was a small sized city with barely 40,000 people and still steeped in prejudice and homophobia and the like in 1995 when we moved here. McKinney Texas was the last town to legally publically hang someone before it was given charge of by the state.:
Found: http://rocksinmysandals.blogspot.com/2010/11/ghost-chasing-in-mckinney-texas.html
The last man executed by hanging in Collin County (and most of Texas) Mr. Stepp was the last legal execution in Collin County before the State assumed the task. The fatal day was November 17, 1922.
I have only one so called sex offence that has pretty much ruined my life. No problems before and no problems to this day 20 years latter in my entire life with the law. I was taking a sculpture class in Collin County in 2003 and I mentioned to someone in class I believed I could make a good living from my art and she said to me who do you think you are Lizzie Borden? In other words are you going to use you so called crime to help sell your art. This was a staff member who like everyone that worked there knew of my having to register without me telling them. Most likely as the years go by; it seems she was right. I made almost two thousand dollars in two transactions selling my art back in the late 1980's. Now that I have 3 diplomas and over 120 credit hours in college at a 4.0 grade average in graphic design; I have not made one penny selling my art since my job in the late 1980's. Being a artist with all the ability anyone could ask for and also paid my dues in college and having no possibility of ever prospering from it is the definition of cruel and unusual punishment. All the heartache and the pain on this page is something I would never wish on any human on earth. Yet thanks to media and the internet; mob mentality rule keeps heaping injustices on citizens of our country without regard for the constitution of our country or basic human rights.
Before you read this page*.you should remember my dad. My father was a highly decorated police officer of our great country; who would have given his entire life to make this all go away, and rightfully so. I am not a sex offender and never was! I do know this; the people who our country label as sex offenders are not sex offenders; they are human beings who 88% of the time, have gone astray and that is it, no mystery or philological anomaly.
My dad died only a few years before I was arrested for a sex offence; I never committed. I was living in Killeen, Texas when he left this earth; waiting for my wife to be released from The United States Army. The land that I love.
*.any further you should know I have never committed a sex offence in my life. If I said this before I was arrested for my so called sex offence by a overly zealous detective in the redneck small town that I had just moved to back in 1995; I would not know what I was talking about. But after being on the strictest probation know to man for 11 years and attending shock psychotherapy once a week for all that time; never missing 1 week for fear of prison.
I would like to correct this part. I do not believe in fear and blame fear for the torture of all registered sex offenders in our country which will eventually be part of the reason of why we will eventually fall unless we change our foolish paranoid self destructive human rights violations.
Why am I explaining myself to you? If you read the disclaimer at the top of the page of every page on this blog; I dedicate this to you and my bro who left the south :
YELAWOLF LYRICS
"American You"
Man you got it all worked out, don't you? Old pair of shoes
Never wear your heart on your sleeve cause it don't go with the suit
You got a bad, bad woman with a young little pretty face
They told you not to go get married but you went and did it anyway
Singin', oh sweet sounds of American you
Never miss a Sunday service, never got tattoos
Every time we drive by wavin', I see right through
Doo doo doo doo doo doo, f@ck you too
Mama said steer clear of the devil so you never played in the road
Always lookin' on the bright side, so you never see the potholes
You got a house on a hill, big news, that's a big deal
Big party with your big time friends, man imagine how that feels
Singin', oh sweet sounds of American you
Never miss a Sunday service, never got tattoos
Every time we drive by wavin', I see right through
Doo doo doo doo doo doo, f@ck you too
Doo doo doo doo doo doo, f@ck you too
I believe in the modest dream, ain't lookin' for a pot of gold
A 6 pack and some good marijuana I can watch my mama roll
I believe I can buy a few things like a house with a nice pool
Invite my nobody friends to the party and we'll be in it, f@ck you
You got a blue collar father who drinks Budweiser out the bottle
20 dollars, an old Impala, a baby's mama
You work hard, you don't beg, you don't borrow
Night at the factory, daytime job at McDonald's
Your daddy told you that girl was nothin' but a problem
But you fell in love cause to you she was like a supermodel
And they told you not to go get married but you went and did it anyway
It ain't no problem
You make something out of nothing, you make money for a living
Pushing buttons, digging ditches, flipping burgers in the kitchen
With a vision you been dreaming, you been savin'
You been givin' nothin' but sh@t
You take it cause you're patient in this prison
f@ck everybody dissing, it ain't them who's gotta live in this skin
With all these tattoos that you got, it f@cking offends them
If it's you that I'm speakin' to, you must be my extension
I take my drink up and sip it, take my hat off and tip it
Slumerican
Oh sweet sounds of American you
Never miss a Sunday service, never got tattoos
Every time we drive by wavin', I see right through
Doo doo doo doo doo doo, f@ck you too
Doo doo doo doo doo doo...
Oh sweet sounds of American you
Never miss a Sunday service, never got tattoos
Every time we drive by wavin', I see right through
Doo doo doo doo doo doo, f@ck you too
Doo doo doo doo doo doo, f@ck you too
Come back to south Yela and fall like the rest of us; because that is how freedom is won.
I know what your saying. He must be thinking there must have been some kind of conspiracy against him. Then think back not long ago:
"In addition, it now seems clear that during the era of the Atlantic slave trade, many and perhaps most of the enslaved were kept in Africa. It is imaginable that as many as 60 million Africans died or were enslaved as a result of these various slave trades."
From: http://www.digitalhistory.uh.edu/disp_textbook.cfm?smtid=2&psid=446
If the south had a hand in killing 60,000,000 people; who am I? 60,000.000 makes the Holocaust pale in comparison.
I want to ad this one more thing. When I access this blog on a cell phone the counter on this blog does not count it. That is why I added the extra counter on the bottom of each page of this blog and it does not count that either.
I am a expert on sex offences from those 11 years of soaking it all in like a sponge. Even my so called physiotherapist said after going over my sexual history with me for about a month said I never committed a sex offence before my arrest (his exact words were "I never did anything illegal". I was polygraphed right after my sexual history interrogation and passed it with flying colors. I had searched my soul a million times since my life was basically destroyed by being labeled a sex offender back in 1996. About 3 years ago; I thought long and hard and decided to pray from that moment on about all them that call me a sex offender and to include in those prayers that I have never committed a sex offence. I do not play around when I pray it is and always has been a very serious thing to me. Today I was mulling over all of that and thought maybe it was time for me to share this online. Because I had no idea about sex offences before I was condemned; I am a firm believer in prevention of sex offences through education. Unfortunately I believe this is a unwelcome idea in our country when it seems like people would just like to wait till someone commits a offence so we have someone to destroy, someone to hate, someone to demonize. Condemning sex offenders has become the new prejudice. It is really no different than the Roman coliseums. Rome fell for reasons exactly like this and we may have to fall before we learn. There is always hope though. and everyday is a chance to turn it all around.
May 04 2015:
Added new page today: What I have Been Through updated May 4 2015
I have more I papers I wrote on my job, my neighbors and the college I went to, and how people treated me, while I had to register. These papers are huge and are equal in size to What I have Been Through updated May 4 2015 and My Story Updated April 29 2015 . I hope someday people will look back on this information as how someone was continually persecuted by the mob mentality of the right wing religious fanatics that have been given great political power in this day and age we all live in. A lesson well learned by our society as a whole; to help everyone prosper and learn to be great by learning from other's mistakes. Religion and politics do not mix, we must learn from our forefathers of our great country; who saw the importance of separation of church and state.
Also I added a new web counter today.
April 29 2015:
I never mentioned anything about social networking here. I do not want to put anyone down for it; that would be un-American. In America we believe how ever we want; as long as we do not hurt our self or others. Belief it self is very powerful. I believe love is the most powerful force.
I have never been interested in social media. Obviously to a certain extent I must be wrong. It is just what I have always been comfortable with. I had to get a My Space account back around 2003. I really wanted to be in this cool art gallery down in Deep Elem. I saw it when I was at the art bar. I was in the last art bar show. It was called we killed the art bar. I made up the name. I never liked bar's either and hated having my art there. After the show I visited a gallery called The Kettle; I think. The only way to email the Kettle was to have a My Space account. I had opened and closed this account in about a couple weeks time. I never liked the friends thing. I used to always be suspicious if I aloud a friend and they were bad people then other people would think I was bad. The gallery went out of business like most great gallery's and I no longer cared about having a social media account since. I always protest online if a human rights organization uses a social media only as a way of communicating. When you protest to the protester and you are right; things get done, that is a fact I have learned. I love the internet; I do. I believe and will always believe the internet and free speech is how peace on earth could be possible. I used to have a security program; when I first got into the internet that would block all social media pages and classified them as dating websites. I always thought well I am happily married so why bother with that? That's all I can say. Like I said I am comfortable with not being apart of social media and that's ok for me. I support what is ok with people and I hope that people around me would always support what is ok with me. In Texas it is not hard to find people who are oblivious to the internet, I love these folks, really. Think of it? I am kind of jealous of them. I guess I am a record keeper, I believe in documenting things and it's importance. That is why I need to have a blog or a website; if for no one eels for my own records and learning.
I never looked at social media that way till, I saw the movie Birdman. Yes I think Birdman was the best movie for that year and can see why people protested it when I was not nominated. There is a scene in the movie when one of the characters talks about Facebook. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tn48hUyFrKQ Some people actually think your a bad person if you do not have a Facebook account. The dad seems like me; oblivious to this. I am so glad they did not have a scene, where the dad started a Facebook page. It is just a movie. To enjoy a movie I can never take it serious; as well as all art from Renoir paintings to comic books to YouTube; the only way for me to enjoy entertainment is to not take it serious; at all. I think most people are like this without even knowing it. If you take all entertainment as reality you really need to talk to someone, very badly. Someone famous person said that you should never take love songs seriously. If you base any part of your relationship on love songs you will never have a successful relationship. I thought it was John Lennon, but I can't find who. I believe that way about entertainment in what ever form it takes. I believe this is the healthiest way a person can think for their own well being in life.
Listen up everyone! "Living well is the best revenge": George Herbert
I am putting this on my page because it is the only page I have not updated as of this date, that is most recent:
Do you want the last thing you do on this earth to be murder?
No of course not!
I have been saying this since I started this web site, since I started it as Joe Dork in 2001. I have been saying since 1997; that 20 percent of the people arrested for a sex offence; kill themselves in the first 2 years. I think I read a newspaper article stating that statistic.
You know Owen Wilson* has been my favorite actor since I saw him https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6kmCW76YMv4 in that skateboard movie: Girl - Yeah Right : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OkRQ-PSnbdk (I own this DVD)
Owen Wilson* tried to kill himself; they say:
Great comics almost always create public humor from private pain. But in the decade since Owen Wilson ambled onto the Hollywood radar as a bumbling burglar in the cult comedy Bottle Rocket, the laid-back surfer dude with the crooked nose and the slow Texas drawl has always seemed different: wry, loopy, kind and light. "He's divine," says Rocket producer Polly Platt of her longtime friend. "Just an angel." So it was with true shock that Platt and Wilson's other friends and family learned that on Aug. 26, Wilson had slashed his wrists at his home in Santa Monica in an apparent suicide attempt.
Fugitive kills self with letter opener
http://www.montrosepress.com/sports/fugitive-kills-self-with-letter-opener/article_73bd7ba6-ed65-11e4-a325-47112400cb5f.html
Posted: Tuesday, April 28, 2015 2:00 am
Wanted sex offender John E. Reynolds deliberately stabbed himself in the heart with a letter opener as he apparently tried to escape arrest early Saturday, according to information from law enforcement agencies and the coroner.
Reynolds, 25, was convicted of a sex crime in Ohio in 2011 and was the subject of a recent Akron Police Department warrant alleging unlawful sexual conduct with a minor.
At about 12:30 a.m. Saturday, Olathe Police Department officers were called out on a “Report Every Drunk Driver Immediately” complaint. They saw a car speeding and pulled it over at mile marker 81 on U.S. 50, Olathe Police Chief Justin Harlan said.
I was inspired today; to share this about myself:
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This is me, not yeah right; it is that's right: what is even more amazing is I made this gif file from my video I took of myself October 11, 2012. In reverse! Go to Eldorado Mazda, McKinney and look out the back. That is where I sk8ed that faithful day. You should have seen me from 1986 to 1990 in Southern California. I was sk8ing with all the big pro's back then. That is what happens when you move to California and get a contract selling artwork to the biggest skateboard company in the world at the time.
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I sk8ed with almost every pro there was between 1987 to 1990 in southern California. I never sk8ed with Christian Hosoi though. That was a big downer for me cause I was raised on those amazing air photos of him in Thrasher http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thrasher_(magazine) and Transworld http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Transworld_Skateboarding. I did sk8 with this deaf dude from team Hosoi; he was amazing. I remember sitting there with him and his girlfriend; while he put these weird stickers on his board.
Also I never sk8ed with Mark Gator Rogowski though.:http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mark_Rogowski I did own his board with pink paint. I gave it to someone I think. It looked just like the one pictured here. I bought it back east before I left for the west.
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I know all my fellow country folk friends could care less about hippy sk8boarders. You all k
now full well I am a motorcycle expert. I proved that for 7 years of stunt riding up and down that highway. Maybe I will go looking for some of those stunt videos my wife took of me and post them up here. I used to look like the characters from the video game Halo. I bought Halo when it 1syt came out in 2001 http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Halo_(series) .
This fits the title of this page and is the first choice of definition from Merriam:
Definition of STORY:
http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/story
archaic
an account of incidents or events
a statement regarding the facts pertinent to a situation in question
I do not like talking about my past and I find it very difficult to read this. I do not have regrets that much; because basically I am a good guy and have been all my life, I live a very normal life and stay busy everyday. I help my wife everyday, it is not easy to live where we live and she needs me. I have been married for three decades now. I love my wife and tell her that vocally every 3 hours at least. My dad the police officer for 3 decades of my life; used to tell me never to be afraid to tell your wife you love her. She is a part of me and without her I would die of loneliness and a broken heart. We yell at each other just like any couple. My grand Parents on my dad's side; who I loved and looked up too like movie stars, would argue allot and they where happily married for over 50 years. My grandmother died a couple months after he died, I believe from a broken heart. My grand parents on my mothers side where also my hero's my grandfather on my mothers side literally built most of the buildings in my home town. I always looked up to senior citizens and respected them. I am well into my senior years my self now. I have a pretty normal life and am very happy other than having to register as a sex offender; which I believe to be a travesty of justice. In fact the only thing not normal in my life is having to register as a sex offender. Not to be forgot; having to endure 11 years as a ostracized human victim of the harshest place to be on probation in the United States; has left it's scares on me and made me get old a lot faster. Never the less I am a very optimistic person and have always been all my life. I have looked on the bright side everyday of my life. I think my grandfathers influence on me when I was young has allot to do with that. People need to know I never raped anyone. The charge that I am charged with; basically is rape. There many things I learned during my 11 years of torturous treatment on probation, I learned every thing: I was a sponge. I knew that if any one wronged me; I would write about it like I am doing now. Like I said I am certainly not a danger to children and sex with children repulses me beyond believe. I liken sex with children to sex with animals; and that sickens even more. Rape is the most disgusting thing I could think of also. I will never understand how someone can rape someone and be aroused by that; I have believed this all my life. I also do not understand how someone could be aroused by exposing themselves. I believe that way for every sex offence there is.
April 25 2015:
If there should ever be a exception to the rule concerning The Adam Walsh Act it should be me. I am sure this testament of mine being on the internet; is a thorn in the side of the powers that be. Well America was a thorn in the side of Britain not long ago.
I will never condone changing the constitution and believe it is treason to say the least. A sex offence is emotional to say the least. That must have been a hot summer and tempers must have been raging; in the all republican controlled Washington DC; on it's way out. Believe me there are a lot of former and current, big time republican sex offenders. I can not explain what was going on:
From: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adam_Walsh_Child_Protection_and_Safety_Act
The Adam Walsh Child Protection and Safety Act[1] is a federal statute that was signed into law by U.S. President George W. Bush on July 27, 2006.
Do you know why my offence was charged as aggravated assault instead of sexual assault (what it should have been)? Adam Walsh makes me register for life verses 10 to 25 years; because his penis went in my mouth for 30 seconds and because he was over 65 (a law in only a few southern states that makes it as if this burly guy was a 13 year old child. I guaranty; hardly anyone knows that. That is why this statement needs to be on the internet for all to see.
I know I say bullying and homophobia was at a all time high in McKinney Texas in 1995 when my wife and I moved her and it was. I assure it is still alive and well:
Texas Gay Man Has “Fag,” Phallic Symbol, Spray-Painted On His Front Door found:
http://www.newnownext.com/texas-gay-man-has-fag-phallic-symbol-spray-painted-on-his-front-door/04/2015/
“I opened the door and immediately feel my stomach in my chest,” Arthur, who came out when he was 18, told WFAA ABC 8. “[I’m] vulnerable, scared, confused… I think every emotion I could possibly feel at the time it was happening.” In September 2014, Money magazine ranked McKinney the “Best Places to Live in the United States.” Still shaken, Arthur bought a security system on Wednesday. “If they feel it’s okay to do that to your property, what’s keeping them from taking it a step further?” he asked.
I asked my wife about HS's statement to me that he was sure we would win a jury trial and she remembered when exactly he said that. It was just after I walked out of the room refusing to sign the paper work that said I forced him to do put his penis in my mouth. I will forever proclaim that this was a completely consensual act and have been polygraphed on that over 11 times. You can read about it in detail in this document.
April 22 2015:
Part of a email from a email I sent a political person; protesting online identifiers, the same email this blog is registered to. The argument is Texas keeps online identifiers from being posted. It does not matter. Just about anyone can get this info by filling out a online form. The bottom it is demining and degrading and wrong. To say that online identifiers do not effect free speech makes no sense and is not right. So much of this stuff should not apply to someone if their offence has nothing to do with children, or if they have deferred adjudicated, or should not have retroactive laws applied to them; and on and on.
When it comes to the justice system keeping info from us (that might incriminate them for instance) it is ok; yet about 10 different websites at any given time including DPS to list sex offender registration on Google. Google is the central search engine so I always mention them; of coarse there are many other search engines too. Every other person that lists sex offender registration on the web sites, beside DPS are making some kind of profit from it perverting that what is perverted even more.
As always I find the treatment of United States citizens who have committed a crime related to sex; cruel and unusual, to say the least.
As always I would like to see the deferred adjudicated disposition upheld in my case as it legally should be. I knew at the time of my offence either I get deferred adjudicated probation or prison and it was solely up to the victim I was accused of molesting's family to decide. My case only gave deferred at that time, or prison.
If our only choice was prison we would have plead not guilty of coarse. I always think I should have plead not guilty, because I actually had to lie to plead guilty. I have been saying that from the beginning. I just highlighted it in yellow on this page where I said that. HS was convinced we could win if we pleaded not guilty and told my wife and I that several times. He worked hard on the case and was prepared for a jury trial. I always got the feeling he was disappointed we did not plead not guilty. I was overwhelmed with the case as many people are when facing being accused of a sex crime. I am convinced no human goes through this life without committing or fantasizing about committing a sex offence like exposing themselves or having public sex, it's in movies and music all the time. I am sure there are many more story's like mine; of people not guilty going to prison and being punished for sex crimes they did not commit. This is why I believe we will all be judged someday for our ignoring our constitution and perverting our justice system. History has shown governments that oppress it's people eventually fall. I love our country and that is why I work on this blog so much.
Added April 10 2015:
I was never convicted legally. I received deferred adjudicated and that is not a conviction legally. Like every thing else concerning registered sex offenders in our country; the perversion of the law is common place.
I hope this will at least drum up some support for my plight on the internet. I can not imagine that it would not. If you are one of the few people out there that has not turned their back on me over the years I hope this internet post gives you a must deserved pat on the back.
I told someone very important about a week ago I would send them a copy of my statement again. The more I thought about it the more I considered sending it to the entire World Wide Web. So I did.
I posted the whole truth and nothing but the truth on the web for the first time since 1997. I did my best to edit it this morning, it took me 3 days altogether. Here it is:
Now all I need is some top notch legal people who love to read. If you know some out there please let them know about this:
I have sent this to almost every newspaper there is, lawyers human rights organization senator and politician, the local police, and on and on. I have sent this statement in the form of snail mail about 400 times. I have sent this in email at least well over 3,000 times. I had this posted on the internet around 1996 and 1997. This is the first time I have shared this publicly since then. I have removed most of the names of all involved; because I believe in peoples ability to change and it has been 20 years. Who knows what these people are like now.
Some revisions have been made to this document as of April 10 2015. I find this difficult to read so I did not revise everything as thoroughly as I would like.
The offence I served 11 years and 7 months in the jail and have to register for life; is 20 YEARS OLD. In 2016 it will be official I was arrested and started court in 1996. The court case took a little less than one year. I plan to challenge my life time registration but want to prove to all what has always been true: I am a law abiding citizen; who continually contributes to society in a upright and kind nature. As hard as I try I am reminded of my offence, because of the media and the internet trying to make money from sex offenders, and politicians that try to get votes from fear mongering, and of course the bazaar behavior of my neighbors.
If I protest sex offender laws it has nothing to do with the police. My father and friends from back home were police officers. I blame politics and that is why I write my representatives and try to stay active in politics even though I find it very confusing. I appreciate our good people in politics here even though I vote democrat when I can. Most police back east are democrat.
When someone is accused of a sex offence it is many times founded on nothing more than emotions and many times people are arrested for offences they did not even commit. I am one of those people.
What are ya gonna do? This is just one of those things that is a unfair about my life and a burden I would not wish on anyone.
This story is rooted in prejudice against me and straight up bullying by the legal system here in 1995; that is 100% politically and religiously motivated. My lawyer HS at the time called it a modern day witch hunt and unconstitutional to the judge Charles CS (the worst judge in Collin County in the local press here). See D Magazine DEC 2009
http://www.dmagazine.com/publications/d-magazine/2009/december/the-worst-judge-in-dallas-county
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| This image from D Magazine shows CS making things up on the bench. I have experienced this to the extreme; in the form of cruel and unusual punishment concerning my case to this day. If you have even a small amount of empathy and read this page I have no idea how you can humanly disagree with this statement. My depiction of CS is not as nice on my Sex Offender Comics page I depict him as the grim reaper and a snake. I depict him as a snake because a swear I was staring at him as he was saying something in court one time during my case and his eyes looked like snake eyes at one point. |
“The Collin County Bar Association surveyed its membership. On things such as impartiality, availability, ability to set aside personal biases on race and politics, consistency, comprehension of the law, and overall performance, attorneys rated CS at the bottom of all Collin County judges. Not just once but twice. He actually got the lowest approval rating in the history of the survey: 12 percent.”
“When CS received a newspaper’s Freedom of Information Act request for all documents related to the Prometa testing program, he replied that he didn’t keep such records”
There is no record of me serving over my limit of probation or over my limit of jail time of 1 month. Legally he could not give me over 10 years or 6 months. I researched this extensively. I have a copy of my court records.
First this I want to say is my father was a police officer all my life. He was so tough my friends would call him the general. He was my hero. His policemen friends were my friends and I learned allot about heroic things he did from them because he never bragged about himself.
I can not vouch for all the text here! Same for What I have Been Through page. I am the king of typos for one thing, as I have stated on the internet many times. Believe it or not I am not a good typist. These documents are huge and I have trouble reading them because they remind me of the past: that I would prefer to forget. I have done my best to edit the names out of this. If any of my friends on the internet spot any mistakes I have made please email me them.
Added 04 15 2010
The act between Mr. X and I was completely consensual. He wanted me to what I did at the time so I did it, one time only for 30 seconds. 30 seconds that destroyed my life. 30 seconds that took from America one of the greatest American artist of my time! He felt guilty about it latter and told his family about it. The agency called the police, not the family. I believe the family never wanted the police called. My lawyer HS followed the letter of the law and required the family to agree with me being put on deferred adjudicated probation (not legally considered a conviction) and the family agreed. If I pleaded not guilty I was sure at the time the family would refuse to come to court.
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As of December 05, 2008 I have revised this letter one last time. As this is such a difficult subject for me to talk about I can not seem to say what I want to say. This is the third time I have revised this letter and probably not the last.
I have sent this letter to many, many people. I sent this letter to people mostly while I was in the jail. It was very rare I remember sending this letter by email. If Judge CS is going to get the full picture of his judgment over my family and I then he should read this. I am thankful that this letter would be kept in my records so that I would not be lumped together.
Prelude:
To properly present this story, I must tell the following. I do not like to talk about the past, especially since it is of so personal nature as this. These things I must say to give the reader as full a picture, as I can. My pride will probable keep me from telling every thing I can say, to defend myself. I was a completely different person then. I have not been that person for many years now. I have forgotten what it is like to act like that and to think like that. I do not think I will ever go back to that life style again, because of what I have learned the hard way, and put into practice in my everyday life. I was living a lifestyle of lies, lies that lead me to believe it was ok to do what I did. I have put many safe guards in my life to keep me from going back to that life style. I have a conversation with my wife at least once a month.
I wrote this letter at the time of my hearing in 1996. The only time I have added to it is to show more current things need mentioning. This letter was updated on 9 14 2007 while I was serving my last year of probation. I served a total of 11 years of probation. I should have a doctorate in sex offender relapse prevention. I am a excellent student and have 120 credit hours at Collin County Community College, with a 4.0 out of 4.0 grade average, over the past 7 years. This is proof of my ability to learn. I basically graduated 3 times and have 3 certificates in graphic design. Although I have filled out at least over 300 applications no one will hire me because I am a registered sex offender. Probation cost me 60,000 dollars to complete and college required by probation cost me almost that much as well with no job to show for it.
I want to make it clear that although I made a bad decision to do what I did I am not a rapist, although my charge would lead you to believe this. I am not a child molester, I have had 2 plathismographs that prove this, with Lyles Anderson. I also have had about 15 polygraphs over my 11 years of probation that prove this also. The first plathismograph had naked men and I failed it the second had naked women and I passed it. I have never had a sexual thought about a child and have said this before every polygraph I have ever taken. That means I never had a sexual thought about a child yet according to the law I am a threat to all children. My offence was this; one day while I was putting Mr. X’s pants on, after I gave him a bath I put my mouth on his penis for less than 20 seconds. I asked him do you like that? He said; as not to spill the tobacco out of his mouth in a southern ascent, “that’s real nice“. I remember this fact as if it was yesterday, and have been saying it since I was first placed on probation, and have passed polygraphs based on this fact. That means Mr. X wanted me to do what I did and enjoyed it. As soon as I did this I went to the kitchen to wash my mouth out; because I was so grossed out about what I did. This was a consensual act, however embarrassing it may be to some people.
I actually lied to plead guilty. I went into the room to plead guilty and read that Mr. X had no choice but to let me do what I did and I over powered him to do what I did. I do not remember the exact words. I have a copy of my court records though. I left the room and told my Lawyer, HS, the senators husband, I can not sign this, I would be lying. He said that it did not matter that if the court knew about the offence I would be found guilty, and could serve 20 years in prison. I actually lied to plead guilty to get probation. I thought I would not have a problem with probation since I am a good guy and never break the law. Probation was like 11 years of boot camp non the less, very hard on me and my family.
The 65 or older law that made my offence aggravated basically says if you are over 65 it is the same thing as if you are under thirteen. I have always thought this law is bazaar. Think about it this means if some that is 64 and has sex with someone that is 65 this is illegal. This is a new law and was made 5 years before my offence and only exists in a few southern states.
My Judge at the time Judge CS was known for making up laws from the bench. I have a long list of things he did against me that are against the law. Their also has to be penetration to make my offence aggravated the penetration was his penis in my mouth for les than 20 seconds. This also has seemed bazaar to me. Basically Judge CS gave me the highest sentence he could, including making me serve one year over the maximum amount of probation time. He also broke many laws by adding on many other things to my sentence. It was illegal at the time to make me register as a sex offender. He made it a condition of my probation that I do this, even thought the law was not even in affect at the time. It is illegal that I am made to register as a sex offender. It is against the Texas Constitution to make any law retroactive. The argument some make that registering as a sex offender is not a hardship. This not only a lie it is insane to think that registering as a sex offender is not a hardship, it literal destroys a person.
Always keep in mind when reading this letter the family never called the police. The agency who hated me and desperately want to fire me called the police. I would have never have received probation if it were not for the family agreeing to it. Basically the Kemp family stuck up for me.
I have been married for over 20 years now to my one and only wife a honorable veteran of the US Army. I was into off and on from about 1992 to 1996 when I was arrested for my offence. Mr. X at the time I cared for him out weighed me by at least 60 pounds or more, I was 140 pounds, he was 210 pounds plus. I am sure this can be verified by medical records from him and me. He could have probably knocked me out. I will never forget when my mom’s dad, my grandfather hit me. I do not think I have ever been hit that hard. My grandfather, was about 80 at the time and had cancer. Mr. X was not ill at all and in very good shape for his age.
I became a Certified Nurses Aid around 1993. I attended school in Texas at Action Training. I got all A’s and scores almost 100% on the state test. I scored the highest score out of my whole class. I trained there in a nursing home as part of my schooling. I went on to work for Haven nursing home for about four months. I liked working for Haven we always worked in teams and I liked working with the other nurses aids. They liked me and would testify of my good nature and work. I received a excellent reference Action Nurses Training. I had to leave Killeen, Texas, cause I moved to McKinley Texas so my wife could attend College here. After my wife got out of the Regular, US Army, in Killen, Texas we decided to stay in the state to save money on out of state fees. My wife excelled in the army with a huge amount of awards and commendations as I was by her side supporting her every way I could. We decided to stay all this time mostly in my mind so that I could prove myself to the people of Collin County as the good person I know I am. I have become a very well known artist in this area. I have been in the Dallas Morning News 6 times for my art work and they new I was charged as a sex offender at the time, they never printed one bad thing about me relating to my art. She did attend Collin County Community College. She had a 4.0 average ad received a Associates of Science and a certificate for animation she took with me. She attended CCCCD two years with me because she felt so strongly about me going to college.
After my wife and I left Killeen in late 1993, I got a job with COC Home health out of Arlington TX. I worked for a Mr. Cec Easth this was about 1995 - 1996. I went to his house to care for him 5 Days a week 3 1/2 hours per day. At the time there would be someone who would come and bath him for 1 hour per day. This person was in the process of Quitting his position. I inquired about taking the job and began working for Ad Health out of Allan TX. You need to understand about Ad Health, they hated me and never wanted to hire me. I had tried to apply to them long before they hired me and they told me no. They felt they had to hire me, maybe because I had done so well with Cec Eastham. During the time I worked for them we fought allot.
I was given two clients to care for (bath only) Mr. Easth and a Mr. X (my accuser) by home health out of Allen TX. I made more money working for home health out of Allen TX in 4 hours than I did with COC all week. I worked for Ad Health 4 hours per week with Mr. Easth and Mr. X.
I saw Mr. X 2 hours per week Tuesdays and Thursdays. I never had any problems with Mr. Easth and have a very good reference from Concepts of care. Ever health care job I ever did until Mr. X. I got great references from every one I worked with until then.
I did have problems with Ad Health though. They wanted to put a feeder in Mr. Easth’s stomach and I was against it. Mr. Easth was 300 plus lbs! To consider him starving was ridiculous. I think his wife was angry with him for not eating. I got along well with Mr. X and his wife and was sad to leave them. Make no mistake about it I got into home health to help people and any one that worked with me except Advance Home Health would tell how good I was at helping people.
I do not think Advance Home Health cared concerning the feeder in Mr. Eastman and was only interested in making more money. Advance Home Health wanted me to do nurses work though I was not certified to do so. They wanted me to clean and change the feeder that was surgically implanted in Mr. Eastman. A nurses aid is not certified to do this. This began problems with the head nurse who I suspect of steroid abuse, who looked more like a professional wrestler than a nurse. He was the key person in Advance Home Health calling the police on me about Mr. X. I refused to work the feeder and when I did Ad Health forced me to quit Mr. Easth as their client. This was shortly before I was arrested. I had no choice but to continue working for Advance Home Health because I still had Mr. X as a client. The head nurse muscle dude hated me most because I refused to change the feeder for Mr. Eastman.
I never understood why I was caring for Mr. X he seemed to be in good shape. I never like going to his home (more like a shack), it was in the bad part of town.
Mr. X never seemed to be a problem, until shortly after I worked for him he began to say sexually perverted things to me every time I cared for him.
He would say things over and over. He would say things to me like, he thought my charge nurse the blond haired muscle dude was a homosexual and was interested in me. It was kind of weird but since I was I was using cognitive distortions during this time I used this to fuel my problem of being prejudiced against. Also Mr. X would Constantly brag about the size of his neighbors penis. He would describe the size of his penis with his hand and arm and also insinuate that his Neighbor (George) was a homosexual and was interested in me. He would say things like you should go see George and have sex with him. He would also say He’ll shake it at you meaning George’s Penis. Mr. X would also repeatedly say things like you’d make a good one meaning a homosexual. Allot of this was because I would pretend to be gay in front of the live in caretaker Ms. B. J.. Never the less Mr. X was inappropriate. Mr. X was not mentally ill and this was proven by the private investigator my lawyer HS hired.
Basically everyday I went to the Kemp’s it was like this, I would come in the door and first give him his vitals then we would go to the bathroom, where he would take his cloths off. I would usually wait out side the door his favorite thing to say to me about that time was are you ready? He would shout it, but he would say it in such a way as to sound perverted. Sometimes he would shout it on the porch when I arrived I would not doubt if George his neighbor could hear it from time to time Because he lived across the street. Anyhow when he was undressed I would go in then he would get into the tub where there was a shower chair he would sit in the chair exclaiming, “are you ready“. I first washed his head and face. It was about now that he would start to talk perverted to me saying all the things I have described in this letter over and over again about the muscle dude charge nurse and his neighbor and the like. I washed his entire body completely it was my job. As stupid as it seemed, knowing he could bath himself. I think the family had me do this so they could use it to scam a insurance company. They lived in what I could see a unbearable poverty.
He would like to say What a good job I was doing while I was bathing and dressing him. I always thought he was talking about how I washed and dressed him good but I believe now he was trying to be perverted. Again this seemed to be a way do make me worse as far as my problem with my cognitive distortions at that time. My problem mostly steamed from having to deal with homophobia as a whole County. On April 09, 2015 I read a that bullying is alive and well in McKinney Texas. You have to understand McKinney, Texas was really homophobic 20 years ago.
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| http://www.dallasvoice.com/suicide-mckinney-teen-recalls-series-bullying-deaths-10193295.html |
I am going to quote the only media who is telling the truth about this storie The Dallas Voice; found in all the cool stores I used to love to visit in the BIG D; like the big Half Price Books store. Dallas County and Collin County share a border but politically you would never know it. I still love it here; so much I stay here; we need people like me here. That is my biggest gift to the lovely Collin County. They better stop developing everywhere though or that beauty will be gone some day.
Here is the quote:
"Raymond Howell Jr., 14, was found dead of an apparent suicide near a culvert beside busy Eldorado Parkway in McKinney on Thursday, April 2. The McKinney Boyd High School freshman is believed to have committed suicide after being bullied by older students.
According to CBS 11, Howell had recently asked for a transfer to a different school to escape the bullying.
School districts throughout Texas have anti-bullying policies as a result of a series of suicides in the fall of 2012, including several in Texas and Oklahoma. It was during that period that Fort Worth City Councilman Joel Burns rose to national attention with his story of being bullied as a teen.
The McKinney police public information officer didn’t return a call today to confirm whether the bullying that led to Howell’s death was LGBT-related.
The Trevor Project hotline is a toll-free 24 hour LGBTQ suicide prevention line at 1-866-488-7386"
I would ask him to stand up and I would wash his bottom and the shower chair. Then I would ask him to sit down and the last thing I would do is his penis aria at first I would ask him to do it himself he would not do a good job. I found this frustrating because of the fact that this was a important part of men’s health. He was uncircumcised and would need me do it to clean himself properly. One of his tentacles was the size of a tennis ball.
When I cleaned him he would become aroused overtime it usually did not offend me. His penis was small even when hard and it was covered with his fat so you could hardly see it. He would become erect every time I washed him. At This point I would Dry him off sometimes in the shower some times outside of the shower. For most of the time I worked there, I would dry him standing up. When I would dry his feet and legs he would kind stick his penis out at my face. I guess it did not bother me so much because you could not really see his penis cause it was so small, it is like covered with fatty tissue and kind sucked up in his cavity. I know from trying to clean him it was difficult. Also one of his testicles was the size of a tennis ball and the other was large too. This would stretch that fatty tissue across his private aria. I know this from trying to clean him according to state regulations it was difficult and always took too long. Yes I actually had a class on how to clean a penis in school.
Especially after his shower I would sometimes (not all the time cause I was afraid of getting him excited) put lotion down there because it would look red. I was always afraid he might have a sexual transmitted disease or the like. And I was always careful of disease. That is why I always wore gloves. I had owned a bulk size box of these rubber gloves at home all the time. To this day I have some of these gloves and do my oil painting with them. You could ask anyone that was at the Kemps when I was bathing him I always wore gloves. Also at the nursing home everyone knew I wore gloves all the times. I am trying to explain I was not the type of person to put myself at risk.
He could not see his penis because his belly was in the way and his penis was so small. it seemed to be attached to his pelvic aria. My charge nurse who I suspected of steroid abuse had observed me and given me good marks on the revue sheet I remember pointing out to him Mr. X’s large testicle. The charge nurse knew I was a good worker cause we had worked together on Mr. Cec Easth(my other client with Ad Health) on many occasions. The charge nurse I suspected of steroid abuse turned against me in the end and I believe he was on steroids. He had told me this in a couple of conversations we had. I would think even Advanced would say I was a excellent worker at that time, even though they were so resentful of me. In fact I know they would because K. the owner would continually give me compliments on how good I was doing. K. was the person who originally refused to hire me.
For the last month I was caring for Mr. X I had him sit on the toilet on a towel while I dried him off. I don’t think he liked this because he could not stick his penis out at me. Infect that last day I cared for Mr. X he was on the toilet when he started to get violent towards me shouting hurry up. Then I would assist him getting dressed all I had to do was help him put his pants on and his underpants. I did not like to do this because also like to stick his penis out at me while I was doing this. Then for the rest of the time I would sit and talk to him and his wife who would ramble allot like him saying the me things over and over. I really liked to talk to the live in caretaker B.J. who would like me to talk about my cognitive distortions so much I would make things up. I would spend hours on the phone with her like this. I told her I had a boyfriend and was having sex with him just as a phone sex thing, She was really into it. Living someplace that is so closed minded to anything homosexual is why I was considered such a threat to people at that time. I am fortunate I did not get burned at the stake or stoned to death by the religious fanatics that really had a hold on McKinney in 1995 - 1996. I believe they are still working in the background till this day. I do not hate Jesus or God and have always found some common ground with religion and that is why I have never been thrown to rot in prison. All in all as of 2015 and all I have been through I am still free, that has to be a testimony to the fact that this truly was and is a miscarriage of justice in the most extreme example.
Mr. X hated his family and would tell me this allot. He would tell me how much he wanted to move away. I would say to Mr. X you should try harder to get along with your wife and Betty, give your wife a kiss every once and a while and tell her you love her. I would try very hard to have them get along mostly because B.J. would tell me how he would get violent with her and her mom.
Mr. X kept a pistol locked in a box under his bed. B.J. asked me to get the key to the locked box that contained the fire arm. She knew I could search through his clothing while I dressed him. They ere afraid he would shoot one of them and maybe me. I found out from the private investigator that Mr. X was arrested and went to jail, in the 1970’s for beating some one up.
I had met (George a Mexican) on several occasions. I believe George was a prejudice man who hated most white people. I believe George turned Mr. X against me for what ever reason. George was a very angry man in general. He would hang out on Mr. X’s front porch allot so I would say hi to him as I entered the Kemp’s house. That was about as much as I talked to him.
One time I went to Georges house because Mr. X was sitting on Georges front porch and it was time for his bath. His house was located about 50 feet in front of Mr. Xs house right across the street. George sells bikes to the illegal aliens, and he showed me his bikes that he had that one time when I had to get Mr. X for his bath. I think he was going to assault me that time. After realizing I was a good guy he changed his mind.
I thought it was good Mr. X had a friend at that time, so I tried to encourage him to be nice to him.
He would say things like you should see George’s penis over and over again to me until I would get sick to my stomach. Like I already mentioned in this letter.
Also one time he offered a banana to me and hold it like a penis in my face. He would talk to me like this when his wife was in the other room and he was alone with me in the kitchen and the bathroom. But there was one time he did it and his B.J. (his step daughter) was in the room and she laughed. This woman seemed to never tire of thinking I was a homosexual. I am very happily married an am not a homosexual or do I or would I ever be interested in a homosexual relationship. I have been happily married for almost fifteen years at the time I cared for Mr. X. I would have never consider any sexual thoughts toward Mr. X it was always the farthest thing from my mind that is the plain truth. B.J. seemed addicted to hearing about my cognitive distortions and I would make up stories and tell her to satisfy her. You see the fact that I needed a women shows all the while even then I was attracted to women not men. I am a danger to no one yet I am listed on the internet in about 10 different websites found on Google as of 2015 as a desperate sexual predator.
When I would clean Mr. X’s penis aria he would become aroused every time. Like his sexual comments, I would do my best to ignore him. You run across people like this quit often in this profession so you do your best to shrug it off and get on with your job. I thank God I was trained like thin in Action Nurses Training. It really prepared me.
I now wish I had said something to my boss. The live in caretaker B.J. (the step daughter) was a nice lady and I would talk to her allot and try and encourage her to keep her spirits up. I knew that it must be hard take care of Mr. X and Mrs. Kemp.
Mrs. Kemp would have problems with her feet from time to time.
Mr. X seemed in very good health to me. He would do allot of work outside. He would use the lawnmower allot. He had a lawn mowing business at one time. Mr. X would do more work outside, than I could ever do myself at that time. I actually showed up at the Kemps one day and saw Mr. X mowing his neighbors yard in the middle of summer with no shirt on. This was a very big lawn. The way he kept his lawn was beyond neat. He would spend most of his time out side, I think because he hated his wife and B.J.. He had a shed with lawn mower parts and such he would work in allot.
His step daughter, B. J. would warn me of his dark side. I never had a problem with that. She would tell me she was afraid of him and that he had a gun locked in a metal case and she was afraid he would shoot her and her mother. She was trying to get him a apartment to try and get him out, and away from the two of them. I do remember the last time I cared for Mr. X that he did become kind of violent with me.
Mr. X would always brag about how good a job I was doing this is another one of the things Mr. X would say over and over again. Unlike the sexual things he said to me I would not mind it as much. Now that I look back on it I think he was trying to say something sexual then too.
I must say that I would dread going to his home overtime, to care for him. I just figured that it was part of the job. I was paid $15.00 dollars per visit. Needless to say the bathing part of my visit went by fast every visit I would rush trough it as quickly as I could every visit. There was always someone there while I was at the Kemps either the step daughter, B.J. or the wife. It was a very small one bedroom house and I would always leave the door open mostly because it was summer, for the most part of the time, I worked for Mr. X. It wasn’t until the last few days I worked there that I would close the door to keep the heat in. Maybe that is what set Mr. X off and why he finally became violent against me that last day I was there.
I would never compromises on the quality of my work as any of the people I worked with would tell you.
Ad Health called me one day and told me that I would not be caring for Mr. X any longer, and that there was going to be an investigation against me. At that point I had already had disputes with Ad Health and offered my resignation. They took this as me running from my problems. The truth is I could not wait to quit.
I had already given COC my two week notice because of problems with Advance Home Health.
About a week latter the investigator from the McKinney police called and said she wanted to talk to me about a case in which I was a suspect. She asked me to come down to the police station to talk to her. I agreed and went there Monday at 8:00am and talked with her for about 1 hour. I told her about my past where I have been living. When she first told me about why I was there I could not believe it. She said I was accused of putting my mouth on Mr. X’s penis. I started to laugh because it seemed that ridiculous to me. She tried very hard to get me to say I did it. I insisted that I did not. She said no matter what I said I would be found guilty and that they would believe Mr. X. She described him as a feeble old man which he was not, he was bigger and stronger than me at the time I cared for him. I had started to quit my cognitive distortions by the time I talked to the investigator. I have always said that just the embarrassment of all this was enough to learn my lesson, and to this day I believe this to be true. I did not need 11 years of probation hell and 7 months of so called therapy that nearly killed me.
She said that she was going to get a warrant for my arrest. This investigator was none for being way over the top extreme at this time.
She insisted that I was guilty no matter what I said. after about 1hour I walked out and terminated the interview because it was obvious I was getting nowhere. Any one that knew the investigator back then knows she was over zealous over her job. I remember just after she arrested me she arrested a video store owner in McKinney, Texas and was going to try to put him in prison for 99 years said the McKinney Newspaper.
I had been planning a trip to go see my Grandparents in Florida all year and had purchased the tickets 1 month before I talked to the investigator.
We left two weeks after my interview with the investigator. My wife and I had not heard anything from the investigator so we decided to go ahead with our trip. While I was in Florida 2 investigators came to my apartment complex looking for me. The investigator was given a phone number to contact me at my Grandparents by the apartment managers. She called me at my Grandparents house and said, she needed to see me right away, to my step mom. I told her I was in Florida she did not believe me, she had a 1800 number. She talked to my step mom and hung up. We got back on the 30th of December 1996, like I told the investigator on the phone in Florida. On the 6th of January 1996, about 8:30pm I heard a loud bang on the door I could see it was the Police threw the peep hole. They damaged the door with that knock. It was a heavy metal door and they dented it. I let them in immediately They would not let me get dressed, handcuffed me tightly and took me to the prison in my pajamas were I was held on 17,000.00 bail. I made my bail and was released the next morning.
Sincerely,
01/07/97
Since then I have served 7 months in the local jail as a condition of my probation and had my life turned upside down. I have spent enough money to buy a house on probation fees and psycho therapy for over 10 years now. It has driven my wife and I close to bankruptcy many times.
My grandparents who were my favorite people in the whole world dead 2 years ago. When I was a child my grandparent on my dads side would buy me any thing I wanted. I would spend many weekends with them up until I graduated from high school. They moved to Florida after retiring and would fly me down many times. I am convinced they died sooner than normal because of my ordeals while on probation that I believe have exceeded cruel and unusual punishment with probation officers like M. S. And J. W.. I mention these two because they had a out spoken reputation of being cruel.
One thing I have learned is you must do things for yourself first in this life; then comes those you love most.
I will admit that I was using cognitive distortions at that time of my arrest. Since then I have quit using cognitive distortions all together. I have no regrets about this because of the love I have for my wife. I am a good person and like most good people I look on the good side of things. My wife a highly rewarded veteran of 6-7 years of service 3 and a half years in Killen, and 3 and a half years in Seagoville, Texas. My wife has cried many times because of the McKinney, Probation Department’s unreasonable treatment of me. She told me she cried every day of the 7 months I was in the Collin County jail. She has been ill every time I suspect it is the stress of my ordeal. Every illness I have now did not start until the day I was released from the jail.
I spent about 80,000 dollars while on probation in McKinney Texas for the eleven years I served on probation. This ruined us financially in ways we may never recover as long as we live.
My Story Updated April 18 2023
I am taking this down from the header of my blog pages. The problem I have with blogging is that people can twist what I say and use it against me. Somehow I have managed to post thousands of pages of post all these years; despite this. I always say; if I did not care, I would not warn people for their own safety and well being. I do everything I do in my blogs; for my love of my fellow man. (https://www.britannica.com/dictionary/fellow-man):
Lets look at all of this for what it is, and what I have been saying all along and all these years online. Our dream country of The United States of America; where we live free, may not have been meant to be in the first place.Maybe the world let it be to see if we could keep the Great Tribulation from beginning, a while longer. Why hasn't the tribulation begun; with so many signs of it's beginnings all around us? Could be one answer, our country: America. Is that why The Bible had so much to do with the founding of our country. I say that is exactly why.
This is where I remind any Christians that we only have to wait for one sign (according to God's Word) and that is the rapture; where we are taken from earth to be with the Lord. So don't every believe in conspiracy theories like blood colored moons having anything to do with the tribulation.
I think our country is the one reason the tribulation has not begun. If you look at The Great Tribulation and the ruthless governments that rule the earth during The Great Tribulation it seems easy to see why our country is so focused on escaping reality through drugs and all of our other vises. To face what America is all about; makes us like the Angles, responsible for all the world and its very survival. That is a huge responsibility and burden.
So when it comes down to the us and them and why we are enemies with the Russians and the Chinese:
I quote myself from: New Blogs Part 12 Updated December 23 2018 to explain:
"There are only 4 ruling country's mentioned during the time of The Great Tribulation.
1 The King of the North Russia
2 The King of the West the revived Roman Empire
3. The King of the South African nations and tribes
4. King of the East the Assian races
America is not mentioned at all.
How long do we have till The Great Tribulation?
Matthew 24:36 But of that day and hour knoweth no man, no, not the angels of heaven, but my Father only.
No one knows when the rapture will take place; therefore no one knows when The Great Tribulation will begin."
When it comes right down to it the reason there are enemies in this world these days is because of what country's will fight during the tribulation on the side of Satan our not. Sounds like a worthy fight to me to fight against The Anti Christ's rule over earth; while there is still real time to do so.
If you really want to put it all into plane words; America has always fought on the side of good and right. That is the right thing to do and nothing has been more worthy a fight to fight.
